plan to get new memory card

my digital camera that my brother gave me for my birthday stop working and i have new digital camera that my sister gave me for christmas that i have to get a new memory card for the new camera i can't wait to use my new digital camera i will let my sister use it while i am around
i really like the camera but honestly i am afraid of how much the memory card cost but i will check it out it is on my goal list to do to check it out. It is my goal to do so. i can't wait to use my new digital camera soon as i get new memory card

continuing reading books

i am continuing reading few books of course i am back and forth between books this set is number one set i am doing right now
the books i am still reading are:
Subterranean
contest
April Shadows
The Other Boleyn Girl

i will do the same with 2nd set of books i am planning to do when i am done with the books i have read above.
i will make few new sets when i plan to read numbers of books i plan to read

Set #2 i will read:
Atlantis: Devil's Sea
Atlantis:Gate
Area 51: Excalibur
Area 51: the Truth

Set #3 i will read:
Strangers
Mysterious
seance
Haunted

things to do today

had to go to bank to check why piece of paper that government sent to me not have faxed to me yet so i had to check with them see what was going on. have to refill the medication that i am almost out of. Planning to get some movies for tomorrow and wednesday and pickup some food for dinner for tomorrow night and maybe on wednesday i am sure but not sure about that but i like to be parapre anyway.
i have planned to VP with my friend tomorrow since no one will use the room where VP is in. but i am planning to move my VP in my room soon when i check with Comcast about the modem if it can be used for the VP. Can't wait to chat with my friend on VP it had been so long since i used VP. When i move my VP to my room then i can use my VP more often hehe can't wait to have it in my room soon.
i always wanted to watch Mr. and Mrs Smith DVD i decide to rent that so i am going to rent it today when i go get rent some movies. there is few movies i would like to rent maybe i can rent 2 or 3 who knows.
i have few things i need to get soon at Target.

Earthquake hit Midwest States

a photo of the earthquake being felt in few states

People in Chelsea and Ann Arbor areas did felt the earthquake that hit southeastern Illinois-West Salem, Illinois near the stateline of Indiana. 5.2 earthquake hit yesterday morning 4/18/08 after 4:30am. Quake felt far as Chicago,Ill, Indianapolis,Ind, louisville,ky, milwaukee,WI and Cincinnati,OH even felt some areas in 450 miles wide and all over the state of Illinois.
while being in bed i felt little vibrate of the earthquake on my bed while i was sleep that was felt in southeast Michigan as well as it was pretty far from the center of the quake it was pretty strong to be felt that far. It can be scary if it was stronger earthquake but i am glad that everything were fine.

waiting for rain to come

i can’t wait for rain to come i always find rain a very much relaxing and it make me very relax and it does ease my mind and have relaxing effect on me whenever i stay inside and watching the rain i like to do that, i like to watch rain pour down
i really enjoy watching rain pouring. when i feel so gloom and it is raining i watch them pouring down. As i stared at the rain i can see the drops of water coming down into earth, the rain help ease my mind as bad memories, thoughts and feelings out.
Rain does make a calm effect on me while watching them pouring down as i stare the drops of rain. Rain does effect really relaxing on me.

I don’t know what to do

i feel so depressed as i am watching my friends fighting and etc... i don't know what to do i am afraid of what will happen next i don't wanted to betray my friends if i didn't tell them how i feel. i know that i have right of my feelings i will be very sad if i lose them. Honestly i am getting tired of watching my friends fighting and ending friendships. i am very afraid of my own words as i tell them how i feel.
Also i am afraid of myself as well. Well i will take blame if they are blaming me.

New Cross Stitch projects to make

i am doing a new cross stitch project to make with left over color threads i already have left over adida fabrics so i can use for small projects. i can’t wait to start i am starting to make ideas for the projects then i will start on the projects with the ideas that i make. I really enjoying to make ideas for my projects. Hope to get it start soon as i am making the projects. i love to make new ideas for the cross stitch projects even thou i love to make my own projects. It was fun to do my own projects that i use my own ideas. i like to take pictures of my projects to keep record.
So much ideas i have and wanted to make and etc... I love to do my own ideas for the Cross Stitch Projects and can’t wait to make. I was so glad that i got to learn how to do cross stitch and it have now become my favorite hobby to do.
i always have new ideas of my own and add to the lists of my own projects and projects to do. i am making list of my own new projects.

the trouble began in AD

all the trouble have began in the all deaf forum when the war start with one person banned over stupid money and fight have continue until now the friendships have lost. things have cool off i hope for good i don't know if it will start again who knows.
i was shocked what was going on i AM not in either sides but i am just viewing that all but really shocked how bad it was it was the worse i have seen than before. war war war scoffs oh please it was so immature.
war against each other what for, over stupid stuff like over money and over one "special" person smh.
get over it jeez. i am holding on all the friendships i have right now not crying over the lost friendships or All deaf

Went to Costco store

went to Costco store which is a warehouse store
i got 6 pairs of socks, 3 tank tops, 6 pairs of underwears all in a packages. i also got big box of snacks, 2 packages of notebooks that i was out of. i got 3 boxs of storage bags i use for my cross stitch projects to protects them from getting any kind of damages on the projects. i got batteries for my camera.
i love costco i hoping to go back with new list my new list with chief boydees, bandaids, maybe shampoo. i am thinking of maybe few books but not sure. i really enjoying going there.

New depression books

from Amazon.com

i wanted to get this book (picture above) i did read some while i was looking for the book i wanted, don't let your emotions run your life which i got and i really wanted to get the book thoughts and feelings hope i will get it soon i was about to buy 2 books at same time but i was worried that i don't have enough money to buy both but now i do have some for my next buy of that book.



i got this book (picture above) yesterday and i did read some and i really enjoyed it my therapist recommend me to that book and i got it and it wil help me to deal with my emotional problem and my depression the book i wanted, thoughts and feelings
book that i will buy next is also gook book that i have looked through.

Hello April

hope this month will be better even with the weather be warmer so i can take my dog out for long walk that we really need since long winter had been bad. My dog had been anxious to get a long walk he did had some from going down on the sidewalk but he really wanted longer walk. I need it myself too i felt that i gain weight jeez. I like new Border next to Kohls it look much better than the east side Borders. The new Borders is more brighter i was glad that i got to be able to go there i have few books i wanted to buy, one book about depression maybe more as i thought it will be but i would like to look around at new Borders more i am thinking of bring mom over there. I would spend 2 or 3 hours there heh. there are few books i would like to buy from there. i can't wait to go there someday. I love bookstores and I love to read books.
I was glad that i started to read and love it. There is a book i really wanted to get is called Don't Let Your Emotions Run Your Life, i found it as good book to deal with emotions as my therapist showed the book to me and i looked through and i would wanted to look through more as i go in the bookstore to check the book out if it was good as i thought it will be. I have notebook fill with my book list to buy and borrowing books from the library that i am really interested rather not to buy, but i can still buy the books anyway.