My Christmas is good

I had good Christmas. I felt so alone for Christmas. I hope that next year will be the best.

I didn't get much presents but that was fine with me because I brought things for myself anyway. I brought myself clothes from Kohls and Gap anyway. I love my presents from my parents. I haven't gotten a presents from my brother yet. It didn't arrived in time. I was kind of pissed. I can't wait to see what my brother gotten for me. I can't wait to go to my sister for the weekend. I can't wait to see what my sister gotten for me.  

I am having Snowstorm soon. Indiana is already hit by the snowstorm as it is moving up to Michigan and moving east to Ohio. I am glad that I am not going to Ind today as I thought it is good idea to leave tomorrow instead of today.

Christmas shopping are ALL done.

I finished all of my Christmas shopping whew. I am still in depression since Friday. Victims of Sandy Hook Elementary never left my mind. They are always in my thought, they will be still in my memory forever and in all of us in America. They will be greatly missed by most of us.

I am not sure of the plans for Christmas yet since my brother and his family are not coming for Christmas since my niece and my baby nephew are still sick. I need to check with them to see how they are doing so far. I hope they are recovering well. I hope things are ok over there.

Terrifying Tragedy

Today was terrifying Tragedy. School shooting at a Connecticut Elementary school, Sandy Hook Elementary School. 20 children and 6 adults were killed, Oh My God how horrible it was. I was been crying since the news broke about the shooting. My prayers goes out to the people of Newtown, Ct and the victims of Sandy Hook Elementary. I have no idea what are the motives of this evil person for doing this, killing children what for?.
My depression is worse today. I can't wait to give LOT LOT of hugs and loves to my 3 nieces and 2 nephews to tell them how much I love them all when I see them soon. I have no more words to say.

Things Changed

Yesterday was kind of bad day due to lot of changes for the holidays. It is very worrysome that I am really worried about them, my brother and his family are not coming up for reason of my niece's illness, she got pneumonia. I understand about that because I have experience with pneumonia few times myself that last time when I was a kid that I got it so badly that I had to go into the hospital for 3 days stay until my doctor decide to relased me from the hospital that I wasn't recovering very well, that I recover very well at home.

I thought it is better for them not to come anyway and for my niece to recover at home nicely, Plus my baby nephew have bad cold and a ear infection poor little guy. My brother and my sister in law are not feeling well, they are being stressed out and very exhausted with sick kids. I hope they will have good Christmas beside having sick family. I hope their recovery move smooth, not so rough.

I am so glad that I am done with family christmas presents. I am shipping christmas presents to my brother not a problem. I am not sure of the plan for christmas since my brother and family aren't coming. I am not sure if I am going to my oldest sister or have them come up who knows.

Recovery from Hurricane Sandy is very long progressing. We are trying to raise money for the Sandy Relief.

Tree need to be done. Shopping have start.

I got the real tree 2 days ago finally, lights that I put on the tree didn't work so I had to go out get some new lights. one string of lights that goes on the top of the tree is missing, need to go out get more ugh.. Hope to get the tree done tonight. It turn out I am now allergic to all real fir trees now as I had trouble with my allergy yesterday, it is not bad today but still suffering with it.

I finished with my oldest nephew and my brother in law yesterday when I went shopping. Hope to get the 5 girls and mom in my family done soon. Also get my brother and my father books as I still plan to get for them. Already got my littlest nephew done last month. I hope to go shopping again next week for them.

I am having quiet day today with all the housework I am doing like doing laundry and get the bathtub fix.

Goodbye November, Hello December

Wow December have arrived. Soon it will be goodbye year 2012 and hello year 2013.
I have just barely start on my christmas shopping.

this year as it will be different for Sandy victims that things have changed since then. The recovery from Sandy is still going and slowly, it takes time to recover from Sandy. Recently mystery man gave money to Sandy victims, it was really sweet of him to do that. We are trying to raise more money to repair stuffs that were damaged from Sandy.

I have decorate my house with Christmas stuffs. Will get the tree soon, I was supposed to get it today but I have conficted plans but hope I will get the tree.