depressed!! about Grant Wilson

I am depressed for reason over a TAPS member, Grant Wilson who found the TAPS along with Jay Hawes. I will miss Grant and watching him on the show, Ghost Hunters. I always wanted to meet Grant from the beginning when Ghost Hunters started. I start to teared up when he announce that he is leaving Ghost Hunters. It won't be the same without Grant. I need to get use to not see Grant everytime Ghost Hunters are on.

I am sure Ghost Hunters will still be going.

I am hoping to meet Jay Hawes someday. I am not sure when.

Meeting with my job developer

I had meeting with my Job Developer, It was great and I did give her some ideas and told her that I am not in hurry just that hope soon I can get job soon. Hope to see her again after I get back from Austin in March. I am leaving for Austin in 2 weeks.

I can't wait, it had been so long since I have been there.

We had trouble in the family, My Uncle got arrest for DUI last week for 2nd time and had to go to court and the trial date was set in late March. Last Sunday he was not responding his friends' calls and they found him passed out on his bed, they called 911 and ambulance took him to the hospital. he was in the hospital for few days. The doctor had to give him something for him to get rid of his alcohol addiction. Now he is in Nursing Home recovering from his alcohol addiction. He is doing well since. But it won't be same but he will be better. I hope he stay sober for good. He can't take care of himself anymore, must have someone to look after him.

new charger.

my smartphone was driving me crazy not let me charge my smartphone. So I had to get new charger and later it didnt charge until I restarted my smartphone and it works. It was crazy phone. Sigh that I don't have UBS plug for the computer to the smartphone anymore so I had to find another  way to get my photos from my smartphone into my computer, I am kind of upset that my old charger is being flawed.

I got new bras for the trip kinda. But I will wear them while I am at home not going out anywhere, those new bras are my "stay home" bras. I got new underwear. new wallet purse. But I can use my new wallet purse whatever. I found that my smartphone fits in my new wallet purse, good thing.

I am balancing my money to make sure I have enought for My dog's needs. He is very important that he needs things while I am on vacation soon.

February is Here

Wow I wouldn't believe that Febrauary is already here. In end of February I will be in Austin, TX. I can't wait it has been so long since I have been to Austin, I have been there few times. I like the city. I miss traveling hopefully I can travel this year around my new possibily new job. But I am not sure when I will get the job.
things with my job searching is going well. I have other appointment with my job developer on the 10th of Feb, it was good. I need to confirm that 10th is fine.

busy week

today is Friday and I had busy week.

I saw the movie abduction with Taylor Lautner, it was pretty good.

Last tuesday went to meet with Larissa my new job developer. It was great interview and I am really please how it went, and Larissa emailed me again wanted to meet with me again on the 10th of Feb but I am sure the 10th will be good but I will wait and see what is next.

I hope to follow my dream to be photographer I am so glad that I told Mary about that and Larissa also. I am sure they might start on that and see. I can be assitant photographer no problem. hope things will go smooth than I thought it will. I am sure it does take time to look for job. I hope I don't have to be hired before I leave for Texas I hope not because if I get job before that then I am not allowed to have vacation for while. That I have to wait longer before have vacation time.

A Dream being on cruise trip

Oh man I had dream that I was on the cruise last night that I went with my best friend, she was in the dream with me. Man!! I miss being on the ship. I am wondering when will I be on the ship? oh well.. I hope my friend is ready to sign on then I can sign on along with her. We found that we do enjoying being on cruise together that we did twice together. 
I am hoping that it will happen soon. Very soon we might will talk and set up the dates hopefully in the future so we can get our monthly payments started if we decide when it is time.


I need to start saving money for cruise trip and paying the ticket for the cruise. Plus the the tours and shopping.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year

I hope the new year be good year for me. I hope that I will have lot of activities to do than last year, it was not much activities and sometimes they ended up being ruined from certain people in my family. I wasn't happy with their treatments against me. I hope this year my activities will not be ruined by the same certain people.

I hope that I would get job this year. I hope this year will be better year for me like meeting new guy and having relationship. I am getting tired of being alone. I have been alone too long. I hope my new guy to be better than my ex guy.