Update NEWS

Right now my moods are feeling so lousy lot of things going on around me and i had hard time to deal with because of my depression i still can't seems get rid of it sighs but i am still in therapy hope this week when i go in for my weekly session i will got my feelings out about what is happening in last week, it is better than keep it inside too long.
First: i lost my cousin last sat (may 26, 2007) i miss her so much she is wonderful person we have bonded when she was kid i feel that she looked up to me when she was kid. I have one of my favorite picture of my cousin sitting on my lap with my 2 cousins who i also lost along with my brother and my sister and my other cousin (the older sister of my late cousin) She is the 4th cousin that i have lost and Second: i feel that my friends are ignoring me but i don't think they are because they have their own problems i hope everything will be alright later on i feel so bad for them when they had their own problems that i already knew what was going on i hope that they will be alright i wish i was there to comfort them and i feel so sad for them because they works so hard to make the event special because it is their special day and all of us who is invited can be able to spend the special day with them. Third: i am upset that i would not be able to get my dog sighs but i understand of the high temps and not good for the dog i don't wanted anything happens to him. hope i can get him next month i feel if i had my hope up and it got ruined that all i feel but i know that i am serious of get the dog i already pay for him so he is still mine.
Well the arrangement of getting my dog have change until june sheesh but we have some reason is because the temperature of this week will be in 90s so much for the dog to fly over to me so we (my sister, the man and i) still talk about the arrangement of me to pick him up and etc.. and now while he is still at home he will get his teeth clean and neuter for me so i don't have to pay for all the stuff i told the man to go ahead and he will tell me how much and etc.. and sound like i might have to pay him back for that but i am not sure of that but i will wait and see if i have to. I hope everything go smooth with the arrangement of getting the dog.

progressing of getting the dog

we are still in the progressing of getting my dog. Problem is that temptures will be in high degrees like 90-100 next week ugh that mean the airlines will not transporting pets in the airplanes while the temps are in high level jeez that mean it might likely that my sister and i might have to go to get him it mean costly trip to spend on sighs but we are still working to make it work to get him like no choice to pick him up or whatever works for us
hope things will go smoothly to get him i can't wait to have him in my life and be my companion and complete to be in my life
can't wait to have him i always wanted a dog i know dog is lot of work but it is worth of shot to have to keep busy

dog update

i am getting dog next week and i am paying my sister's friend for the dog and then my sister friend will sent his dog to me by airplane better that way so it won't charge me and my sister for the trip to where he lives and also it cost lot of money for the trip back and forth one trip on airplane is not so bad since it is one way trip for the dog soon as i get the dog i will post here with his picture soon as he get here
i can't wait to see him when he arrives and i will go nuts taking his pictures ha and have fun with him heh

busy week this week

this week will be busy week for me
tomorrow night i will go to the silent dinner that deaf people in my town get to meet once every month. Wednesday i have appointment with my therapist that i go to every week and after my therapy i will pick up my dress that i had on layway i really like that dress it was really nice one and perfect for hot weather and on friday it is my birthday and i will be 35 and i go to my sister in Indiana for my birthday weekend. i will be picking up my new dog i can't wait to get him hehe lot of things to do there my nephew have baseball game and my niece have dance recital on saturday.
oh well it look much a busy week for me hope soon i will get my new dog can't wait

today is first day of may

today is first day of may and in 18 days it will be my birthday. i can't wait i hate to be old lol
my sister wanted me to get a dog from her friend who is looking for home for his dog who is retiring from breeding and dog shows so i decide that i would take his dog in to be his new owner his dog is 3 years old male ltalian greyhound and perfect for first dog less of troublesome than puppy i will get chocolate lab later for my 2nd dog and this time i will be much more experience with dogs that i can be able have no problems training and etc...
i can't wait to get him so he can be in my life and it will be complete not so lonely and make me enjoying take care of him and give him much loving and etc...
hope it will be soon when i get him that my life will be busy that i won't have time for everything well not everything