I love shopping

i love shopping i love to buy clothes,purses and shoes and stuffs of course I love bags it is my favorite things.
even shop for my cross stitch projects. i really enjoyed shopping. shopping really make me feel better when i buy things sometimes lift my moods up a little. my favorite things to buy are craft stuffs. i have few favorite stores to shop at i am shoppingholic hehe
mostly i buy books because i love books and already make list of books that i would like to read. i like to buy movies unless when they are not so expensive to buy sometimes on sale then i can buy.
since i have Pappy, my dog i begin to like to buy stuff for him like toys, treats, foods, and shirts for him to wear, more beddings and more leashes and also get more travel bags for him heh i will get more "hoodies" for Pappy for winter time so he won’t be so cold while going potty and on short walk.
i need to save money for big thing like cruise ugh ha but i don't mind to do saving.

Getting ready for Northern Minnesota

i am getting ready for northern minnesota.
i am packing some of my things and Pappy's things also and i had to go shopping for Pappy's new stuff that he needs i know what to get him i had already make list of what to get for him and for me too what we needs while we are there. i will go shopping this week for both of us. i am having my nephew this week before i leave for nothern minnesota on sat 7/21/07
i hope Pappy will have fun there. i hope i have things to do while being there i know what things i would do anyway. i know that we will have fun while being there. i will blog what we did while being there and also post my and pappy's pictures while we are there also. i can't wait to go there.
i am going to develop the pictures from my friends' wedding and the big weekend that i had. Then i will sent some of the pictures to my friends by email the pictures to them. i can't wait to see the pictures heh. i plan to order both double and CD that go in my computer and in my photo page.

what a awesome weekend i had

last weekend i had was so awesome i meet some of people from the all deaf forum they were nice. All of us had so much fun at the wedding which 2 of our friends got married and the next day all of us went to Cedar Point we had blast there. Like go on the rides and chatting the day away and etc... i even took pictures of them and everywhere. i always wanted to have friends. but i don't know how i feel right now about them i even have so much mixed feelings about them that i don't know what to do about it.
right now i am having my niece for few days and my nephew next week and he will go to baseball camp which is a day camp at University of Michigan. After the kids leave I am leaving the 21st of july to Nothern Minnesota to my aunt and my uncle' cabin with mom and dad even Pappy too can't wait to bring Pappy there heh. i am try to think what to do there. I know playing with Pappy and take him out for a walk with AC and mom and fishing ha!! and trying to go back to my hobby, cross stitching again that i haven't been for few months that i was suddenly uninterested to do when i was depressed and i will read my books that only i would do when i feel like reading when i don't feel like do cross stitch.
i like to get away from everything and everyone so i don't have to deal with everyday stuffs.

more summer plans

i have lot things to do this summer sometimes with Pappy that i have been planning my vacations for the summer
one vacation this week that i am taking which i will go alone without Pappy is to a wedding in Ohio that my 2 friends are getting married and all of us from the wedding are going to Cedar Point hope all of us will have fun there heh. i can't wait to meet all of them that i got to know from online it will be my first time meeting them. Hope they will be my friends days afterward
I love Cedar Point very much. my friend, Laura invited me to come to Cedar Point with her and Brian for deaf day at Cedar Point of course i am think of about going there again. But i am not sure if i am going depending on when someone being depend on me for something like Pappy sighs but just wait and see what happen next anyway.
i feel that they just wanted me to have boring summer but i don't wanted my summer to be bored! i just wanted my summer to be busy and etc... that way that i can be keep busy and staying away from deafchat and stupid man ack i hate deafchat so much people in there are SO immatures scoffs i think they are playing mind games thinking that they are nice but they are not nice RME. My feelings for the stupid man have change i don't have any feelings for him anymore it is gone now.
i am very happy to have Pappy in my life i just can't believe it did happened. i still can't believe that he is mine ha.
i am little better from my depression since i was in therapy it does help to get my feelings out and about my life that i wanted my own life not my parents' life and etc... i am really happy that i was able to get my life back on track and focus.
i am working on getting my life the way it was before like getting check account, start to drive again, looking for job to support myself and hope to live on my own. I am working on it very hard hope things will go smooth as i thought it will be.