more summer plans

i have lot things to do this summer sometimes with Pappy that i have been planning my vacations for the summer
one vacation this week that i am taking which i will go alone without Pappy is to a wedding in Ohio that my 2 friends are getting married and all of us from the wedding are going to Cedar Point hope all of us will have fun there heh. i can't wait to meet all of them that i got to know from online it will be my first time meeting them. Hope they will be my friends days afterward
I love Cedar Point very much. my friend, Laura invited me to come to Cedar Point with her and Brian for deaf day at Cedar Point of course i am think of about going there again. But i am not sure if i am going depending on when someone being depend on me for something like Pappy sighs but just wait and see what happen next anyway.
i feel that they just wanted me to have boring summer but i don't wanted my summer to be bored! i just wanted my summer to be busy and etc... that way that i can be keep busy and staying away from deafchat and stupid man ack i hate deafchat so much people in there are SO immatures scoffs i think they are playing mind games thinking that they are nice but they are not nice RME. My feelings for the stupid man have change i don't have any feelings for him anymore it is gone now.
i am very happy to have Pappy in my life i just can't believe it did happened. i still can't believe that he is mine ha.
i am little better from my depression since i was in therapy it does help to get my feelings out and about my life that i wanted my own life not my parents' life and etc... i am really happy that i was able to get my life back on track and focus.
i am working on getting my life the way it was before like getting check account, start to drive again, looking for job to support myself and hope to live on my own. I am working on it very hard hope things will go smooth as i thought it will be.