Things to do

before snowstorm come, i am going to get my blood tested and go to library to pick up some books that i would like to read those books were written by Jackie Collins and i was very curious about the books she have written and i am glad that the library do carry those books maybe i can buy few not lot i will make list to check those out when i am done reading those books. I am very avid reader and i love reading books they are my one of my favorite hobby to do.
i am still do my cross stitch projects so i can have things to do during the snowstorm so i won't be so bored also i have newspapers to finish read and get my room clean up and etc...to keep me busy and taking Pappy out also. Pappy have to be prepare with all the new snow i will help him as i have always have this winter. Can't wait for spring to come so i can take Pappy out for long walk and enjoying the warmth temperatures.

Getting Together

my best friend and i have been getting together for a month now and she having problem with her car now i understand no problem we are still planning no big deal and with the weather it had prevent us from getting together anyway along with her car problem but she still wanted to get together with me anyway have not seen her since our vacation on our cruise trip we took in October. But we are working on our plans to get together we are seriously wanted to get together.
we found out that we really enjoying taking vacations together it was much fun and cruise was the best thing to take a vacation together yeah i agree it was it was not the first time we took cruise we took our first cruise October 2004, We love it.
we are still planning to take other cruise trip later on and more to come after planned of 3rd one.i am glad that i love cruise same as my friend does. i am glad that we have same interests not all but i don't have problem if we don't have same interests only we learn about each other and being supportive of each other.
we have know each other since we were little and went school together also have been friends for more than 30 years. Same as my other friend a guy friend i have known him for more than 32 years grow up together also went school together along with my best friend, he is also my best friend, first best guy friend i ever had for so long no other guys i ever made friends with never been good to me like my guy friend been good to me. he is the best i ever have in a guy as friend. He did went with me and my best friend on our 2004 cruise i was the one that invited him to come along and he did had good time along with us the girls.
They are my favorite people that i have trusted completely knowing that they won't treat me badly. I truly love them very much
They are my true bluesy friends.

i don’t know what to do with myself

i felt i am losing friends that they were not talking to me at all but not all the time and don’t know what to do i am still trying to make up friendship with them and make peace with them i am not bad person that they think i am. i just wanted to forgive and forget the bad times we had. i am just worried what they feel about me. i will never forgive myself for treating them badly and not talking to them at all i am just leaving them alone that all. i don’t feel so good about myself if i don’t make peace with people, if did make peace with them then i can feel good about myself that i did forgive them and myself also. i hope that they can forgive me, i am afraid if they don’t forgive me then i will have to move on without them without talking to them.
i hope that they will talk to me as they start to forgive me i hope they wouldn't judge me for things i did to them i just wanted to be leave alone until i am good and ready. i will always feel good when i make peace with people. if they don’t then i will not make peace with them again not ever not even 2nd chance or if they wanted peace with me then i can but not always.
i just hoping that part of peace friendship will go smooth than i thought it will be.

happy Valentine's Day

happy valentine day all
i am not really big on valentine day since i don't have everyone to celebrate with as valentine day was not really my favorite holiday, but i love the symbol-Hearts it is my favorite symbol that show me that heart is part of love i need to and feel everytime i use heart or see the heart picture and it make me feel good. with heart symbol i always feel good.
i love heart pictures and etc...

relaxing weekend

i am having relaxing weekend
hang out on the computer checking everything out. read my few books, i have lot of books that i have been reading. I have like 5 books to read even reading at same time back and forth.
doing cross stitch project for a friend's wedding. i am glad that i got more threads yesterday so that i can start on the cross stitch again with more threads to do. i love to do cross stitch i was so glad that i got into cross stitching
i love relaxing weekend. i have lot things to do that i like to keep myself busy like cleaning my room and etc... after finished cleaning and i can relax and doing my project.

reading more Books

i love books and i love to read. books are one of my favorite hobby to do when i wanted to do nothing. if i feel i wanted to read then i read long as i can. i am making list of books that i am reading, wanted to read, book i already got and done reading. i am reading few books a time but right now i am reading 2 books at same time i know that it was exhausing to reading 3 books at same time but i can do that i am very avid reader been reading books since i was teenager and really enjoying reading books i have few favorites and i might will read some of my favorites soon after i finished all the books i plans to finish reading.
i have long lists of books that i wanted to buy and read them. i will buy them once a while as i can maybe like 3 books a time depend if i would be able to afford 4 but i will save money on what on the lists.
i am going to plan to make separate lists of books to buy every time then i can keep track of books i buy and etc... when i buy them i can check off the list.

hello February

my town had 3rd massive snowstorm of the season again sighs. I was suppose to go with my friends to deaf festival in Livonia at Madonna University. i am sure they canceled due the snowstorm that hit the southeast michigan areas which was 8 to 15 inches of snow that fell down during the night. Since i am struck at home due to the snowstorm that i will do my cross stitch project for a friend of mine who is getting married later this year so that take me time to finish before she get married i will give to her when i visit her before she get married. She is very sweet woman and i was glad to meet her few years ago. i hope we will see each other after she get married
can’t wait for my friend to come to visit me and spend our times together and do something together like go to the mall and chatting and etc. i miss her since we came back home from our deaf cruise and had chatted on VP 3 times but still need more than that,
I need to get more thread for the project for my friend, the future bride but i hope to do that soon but i am continue to do the project until i get more threads. this project is a wedding project called precious moment, i was suppose to make that for my other friend who just got married but i was so depressed that i wouldn't be able to start but i can do that for their anniversary anyway soon as i am half way of my soon to be married friend then i can start on that for my newly married friend. I love doing cross stitching i am glad that i have learn how to do that whew and they are my favorite hobby to do.