i felt i am losing friends that they were not talking to me at all but not all the time and don’t know what to do i am still trying to make up friendship with them and make peace with them i am not bad person that they think i am. i just wanted to forgive and forget the bad times we had. i am just worried what they feel about me. i will never forgive myself for treating them badly and not talking to them at all i am just leaving them alone that all. i don’t feel so good about myself if i don’t make peace with people, if did make peace with them then i can feel good about myself that i did forgive them and myself also. i hope that they can forgive me, i am afraid if they don’t forgive me then i will have to move on without them without talking to them.
i hope that they will talk to me as they start to forgive me i hope they wouldn't judge me for things i did to them i just wanted to be leave alone until i am good and ready. i will always feel good when i make peace with people. if they don’t then i will not make peace with them again not ever not even 2nd chance or if they wanted peace with me then i can but not always.
i just hoping that part of peace friendship will go smooth than i thought it will be.
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