Missing them already

i am feeling sad and i really miss my brother and his family they just left the airport. I will see them soon when things calm down I can't wait to see them again. Maybe i will go there to visit as i guess it is my turn to go see them. My youngest niece were so delighful, that i adorable her. I will see them soon


about Twilight
my Aunt gave me her 3 books of Twilight series first one is Twilight and i finished that one. i am now reading New Moon and i am about done with the book as i am leading to the 3rd book Eclipse. after i finished the book Twilight that I saw the movie, Twilight based on same book. I like the book better and the movie was little off and cutted too much. But i don't mind anyway as i am already addict to the movie.

Little sad

i am at home not at my sister's, i got so upset when mom change her mind of not going to my sister but i do understand that she is exhused but i have feeling that she didn't like me to be with my sister and my brother and be with them. i wish i gotten my license long time ago, of course i blamed mom's mistake when i first learn how to drive i wish she would let me drive more then and i get my license. SIGHS.
i was little depressed about it. But i know that they are coming back and i can spend my time with them. i will be ok. it is relaxing day today and resting my foot since i have twist it.
i am still not motivate to go visit my friend since i am worried about my leg and how it can handle the traveling. but i am still planning to see her when things calm down. i wanted to go to Northern Minnesota and have fun there. But i am still trying to plan what is better i think August will be good, maybe middle august but i am not sure if my friend already set up if she already did then i might have no choice to go but i will be ok i know how to take care of myself, i plan to go back to see grandma in October and might do little shopping there that i didn't do this weekend but it is ok. i wanted to go to cross stitch shop there and check that place out. maybe i can do that in October who knows.

Everyone are here

my brother and his family are here. i am so happy, and i got to meet my youngest niece. Right now things are quiet down and everyone are napping and i am about to take a nap myself. I got up little early to wait for them to arrive. So things are quiet down and calm that we can just hang out and catch up with sleep and i am doing the same.
i am wondering what we will do later hopefully to hang out more and for me to pack up for tomorrow's trip for me and Pappy.
it will be fine. i can't wait to hang out with them more and even with others.

More Ghost Research

I would like to start researching on Ghosts of the Civil War since I am reading the book.

I am thinking of doing prisons and Jails first. It had become so interesting but I haven't list them in yet but I will soon. I need to get it started soon I have other things I was so busy with the I didn't have time to do. hopefully soon I will get it started.

this week update

i have begin cleaning my room
i have done putting my papers away but still i have few out on my hands. i did clean the closet, some of the things i need to put in the basement. i have to do some dusting i think i will do it tomorrow. After dusting i will sort my dresser to keep it clear and clean. i am still cleaning. i know it takes few days to clean my room. Depend how mess my room is. It is beginning to look clean once i get them all done.
i can't wait for my brother and his family to come. It will be so fun being with them. It will be so nice to see them since i haven't seen them for while about a year. I can't wait to see my youngest niece for the first time.
i will take pictures of both my younger nieces

update on things

i am having my one lower front tooth pull today, this afternoon for the reason that the tooth was bad and also it was very crowdy in the lower jaw so also i had trouble with it so for about long while i wanted to have it out so i don't have to deal with it. hopefully once it is out then the lower jaw won't be look too crowd and it might can straight out. reason why i blog about that before i go in to dentist is that i will not be feeling good for while. Also i will be busy getting things ready like cleaning my room, the house and etc.. for my brother and his family's visit to Michigan.
It might be their first summer visit in Michigan as a family. i am about to meet my youngest niece, 7 months old, Calleigh she is not newborn anymore and she is growing now. i miss holding little baby. My younger niece, Avery will be so excited to see me as i know. All of us are going to Illinois-Bloomington/Normal for our grandmother's birthday whom will be 99 years old next week. We are giving her party for her. By the way Pappy is coming with me, he is part of family.
i am trying to figuring out about my vacation to Cleveland i have mix feelings about it right now and the money is the part of the issue that i am having trouble with that i am trying to save money for Pappy's surgery which is little expensive but expensive enough for me. i am trying to get his surgery done in August or September. Hopefully it will be ok that i am not spending much now.

Pappy's 2nd gotcha Day Anniversary

happy Gotcha Day Pappy,



happy 2nd gotcha day

it is 2 years anniversary since Pappy came into my life i am so lucky to have him in my life. He is so sweet dog i am lucky to have him to keep me from getting insane. He does keep me busy as i take him for walk and travel with him.

Big Changes

I was feeling overwhelmed yesterday things have happened so fast that i wouldn't get time to react. Big Change have happened.
I got the news from my mother that my SIL got job at University of Texas at Austin and she start in September that mean that their visit to Michigan might be shorted to 6 days, they are coming on 17th of June and leave for Calif on 24th of June. So when they get back to Calif and they had to go to Austin to look for houses when they buy house then they go back to Calif to pack up to move to Austin. They decide that SIL will move there first before my brother move. SIL has to move before she start working, she plan to move to Austin in August so that she can get the girls ready to put in daycare.
My brother got promotion at Apple to work with a very secretive project that mean my brother had to stay in Calif for 6 more months before move to Austin to be with his family.
they used to live in Austin before, actually they met there and got married there. They love the city i understand why they does love the city. i have been to Austin few times visiting them

I am thinking of that I might will go to Cleveland after they leave so i can spend few days with my friend but I have to work with my friend to see what best time I think that time will be good i am sure. But i will let my friend know what going on alright. I hope things will be ok with my visit to see her in Cleveland that mean i might not to spend lot of money since i might go Northern Minnesota maybe middle July or near end of July. I need to save money for Northern Minnesota if i don't spend much in Cleveland

2nd driving lesson

i had my 2nd driving lesson this morning and i was doing well and of course it was raining but it is good to learn how to drive in rain. i am glad that i am doing well but need more practicing backing up in the parking lot. But i am doing good. i don't mind not rushing, rushing is not good. my favorite quote is, go with the flow.
i am glad i am doing well driving i am hoping to keep up with the lesson but first need to get "fight" with MRS to pay for my lessons and they had been ignoring my request to do so. i have no idea why they are ignoring them. so i will have my mother to get them straight. They owes me money since i pay for my first lesson. my driving school told me that i don't have to pay for it MRS need to pay the lessons for me. So i felt that they need to pay me back.
i hope to get more lesson later on but i am not much in hurry to get the road test i have time also hope that i have whole summer to practice.

Ghost books to finish

It had been while since I blog in here about hauntings

I am trying to finished all the books I have on my shelf it is piling up so I need to get them done, right now I am reading Ghosts of the Civil War interesting places I might would research on

I have not done much of researching lately but I did reordering my research