my life sucks

i feel my life sucks
i begin to dislike one of my forums *alldeaf* it sucks big time. i have been ignored in there, so i guess i better stay away from there for while. i guess i am not important to be interested to be friends with well that how i feel i feel SO alone
i don't have lot of friends i guess they are ignoring me when i am try to talk to them, it really hurt my feelings.
i guess they don't wanted to be my friends alright i will be all alone i don't need them i will blow them off leave them alone who cares about them blah