Month of August is here
i have few books to read for this month that i have plan to read. have few cross stitch projects to finished one is jungle birth announce, and Iwonka's wedding present that i am making for her.
i am feeling depressed today since my mother ruined my goal to look for jobs it seems like she not wanted me to work i wanted to work to support myself so i guess i better get moving and look for jobs in OTHER state not in michigan it is lousy state. even lousy state to live. i wish i have move out long time ago sighs. Mother ruined my happiness, I don't know how to be happy when my family are on my case and control my life. I felt i will never be happy ever. Only i can be able to be happy if i am alone and away from my family.
i hope to get away from my family in the future to stay away from them for while i need break from them for while. I really need to be by myself for while so i can manage my moods and etc,,, all by myself without them trying to control me, I need to control myself without them.
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