feeling lonely

I am feeling depressed because i am feeling lonely,
i guess my friends are not talking to me. i guess they are not talking to me oh well as i know i never talk to them i am trying to talk to them it seems like that they are ignoring me. Oh well i guess i would just leave them alone anyway, maybe just let them come to me as i know they wouldn't not come to me anyway.
i don't know what to do i feel like i am losing friends when i don't do anything wrong or anything. Sighs sound like i am losing friends, as they seems don't care about me. I do care about them. i am REALLY scared. I wish they would just let me know that they are doing alright and what they are up to and etc... without me having fear of losing friends with a silence treatments. I hate silence treatments.