more snow of the season

again that i am having more snow as before christmas hope to have white christmas when christmas comes in few weeks
i will blog tomorrow for first day of the month as this is last blog of month of Nov as i am having Winterstorm ugh
Pappy hate cold grass but with the snow i guess he didn't like it but he did bravely walk on the snow to his business place beside the garage on the wall that is Pappy's winter potty place as i call it heh. i do like to watch snow but driving in snow no way in hell i will do that until the road is clear then i can drive. Can't wait to drive.

setting christmas up

i am setting christmas up in my room and it look more christmasy
i am getting tree later and need to set the outside light up before snowstorm hit tomorrow. then i won't get worry about setting it up.
i like christmas decorations in the house they are always look pretty. i love christmas because of decorations and presents of course heh also being with family that what christmas are about.

feeling little weird about things

i have been busy for few days and i am still feeling little depressed that is part of my SAD ugh. i am feeling so sad, i hate winter and but i would wanted to play in snow but i have no one to play in with me. i am glad to be at home for Thanksgiving and i can be in my room and etc. every time i am at other people house mother not like me being in other room jeez just give me a break scoffs. i always feeling left out when they are being with other people since i am only deaf person and it is very hard for me to follow what they are saying i just hate when they said oh it is nothing, it not nothing to me sighs. i don't like when mom jump in my face about that..but weird thing she let me being in my room at home it is strange to me why can i do that in other people house shaking my head.
i am busy with my dog i am really thankful for my dog being in my life and kept me busy. i feel i am not a family member anymore as i wish i have moved out long time ago.

feeling little depressed

i am feeling little depress that i felt no one cares about me anymore i blame my depress feelings. I felt i am crying, i felt i need some comfort and love. I feel i am not loved, i miss some of people and i am not sure if they ever miss me. I don't know what to do. So i found a book not so long ago that i wish i have gotten that before so anyway i need to get the book about season affective disorder so i know what to expect while having SAD and what to do and etc... i know where to get anyway.. i always get SAD every winter time from late oct to late March sighs..by feeling so sad and depressed. i know i need to keep myself busy only hobby i feel more attentive to are my cross stitch projects. sometimes i feel i wanted to write, i do write stuff. i really enjoy writing as i do with cross stitch projects.
when i go to the bookstore i will get the book, i think i better get it. As i might need it and i am very curious of what book says. when i go to Kohls to do christmas shopping then that will give me time to go to the bookstore next door to get the book. shopping is my therapy it had always make me feel better as cross stitching have also. I can't wait to do christmas shopping as it is shopping therapy anyway.

getting things ready

i am getting things ready for mom's return home that i am cleaning the house i know that mom likes to come home to clean house so i have done laundry, vaccuming the whole house. will do the bathroom and the toliet cleaning, and cleaning the kitchen tomorrow but i mostly keep the kitchen clean oh well.
can't wait for mom to be home i kinda miss her but not all the time still she is always been my mother. But other part is that i hate to clean but if i have company coming i will always keep things clean of course. i always keep myself busy. i am sure mom will be happy to come home to clean house that i have clean for her.

Do Ghost Hunting

I still watching Ghost Hunters they are are really good I am glad that they are my favorite.

there is some place I would like to go to cemeteries, I know that some Ghost Hunters don't do cemeteries but some Ghost Hunters would do cemeteries.

I would love to to go Waverly Hills in Kentucky maybe I would join one group in Michigan or Ohio who knows maybe be member of TAPS, The Ghost Hunters group.

TAPS got to travel everywhere, lucky them. Maybe when I join the team who know I can join them on their travels.

I really enjoying traveling so much.

Quiet days

in last 2 days had been so quiet which i really enjoyed
i was be able to do cross stitching without anyone bothering me while i am doing cross stitching. i keep the house little clean but i will do all the cleanings next week before mom get home.
i am trying not to buy things for myself for while because christmas is coming up next month and plus i wanted to save money for new computer and maybe a trip to California so i can visit my brother and his family and plus to see my newest niece who is about to turn 2 weeks old this sat. I wanted to see her before she get big but by the time i see her she will be already big. oh well anyway i always like peace and quiet when i am doing my projects.

bad morning

i had bad morning
i set up for my driving lesson and it fell apart that mother won't let me go that she thinks she need to be there sighs i need to be there alone while i am doing driving lessons i don't think mother understand this part why i am doing that i thought we agree if we do it seprate. it seems i am very disappoint in mother for not let me to do things i wanted on my own
i have been fighting with her since morning about what i wanted. She refused let me what i wanted
i got so depressed about it, and other part we will be apart for a week that what i need. I was invited to a Thanksgiving dinner at a friend house, Mother got so upset about it oh jeez. i wish she would leave me alone. i have thought of something to bring a Rice Krispie Squares for dessert yum heh can't wait to go. I think mom is kind of little jealous that i am having a life away from her that i am doing with my own life, I wanted my life what i wanted.
things are getting little better after solving things up. I am glad whew but still i just wanted to do things that i can do without mom being in my way, wish mom would leave me alone so i can do things on my own like learning on my own.
Now the rest of the day were little better but still soso day.

Night of TV

tonight is night of TV of my favorite shows

Knight Rider on NBC at 8pm
i really like the new KITT from Knight Rider but really i like the original KITT from first Knight Riders from the 80s

Ghost Hunters on SCIFI at 9pm
i like Ghost Hunters as it is very interesting of investigating Ghosts and presences and etc... that why i really enjoyed it from the beginning.

K9 COPS on Animal Planet at 10pm
i beginning to like to watch k9 which dogs are cop dogs chasing bad people and smelling drugs, bombs, differennt stuffs and etc...

DOG: The Bounty Hunter on A&E at 12am to 2am
i like to watch DOG and his team chasing fugitives who breaks the bonds. It was very interesting show.

i really like those shows as i am watching them...
that why Wednesday night is my favorite night to watch

November is here

wow November is here already since it is first day of November
my sister in law had baby today and it is girl i can't reavled her new name in here sorry, i am glad that the baby is here i can't wait to meet her in the future.
So Much to do in few weeks next week mom leave to see grandma as she always do every month then she leave for California to help out with the baby i am feeling little jealous i wanted to see the baby but she won't let me go. Sigh!! Sometimes i felt that Pappy is taking over my life but i don't have problems with but seems that i felt that i wouldn't travel around with Pappy around. Hopefully i can found a way to do. First i have to find a way like looking for good boarding kennel for him. Sometimes he can travel with me.
i will get 4 of my family memeber birthday presents soon as i get my money then i will get food for week while mom is in CA and i will have a week without mom of course dad will be with me while mom is in California and sound like i will be cooking all week ha, Maybe i can try to cook for both of us i am happy to. Then i will be blowing my money when i shop for Christmas presents for my family i am sure i have plan to do like try save money for instead of buying my cross stitching stuff, that i have lot now. not a problem for me, i am sure i have plan to do.