Wednesday, November 26, 2008

feeling little weird about things

i have been busy for few days and i am still feeling little depressed that is part of my SAD ugh. i am feeling so sad, i hate winter and but i would wanted to play in snow but i have no one to play in with me. i am glad to be at home for Thanksgiving and i can be in my room and etc. every time i am at other people house mother not like me being in other room jeez just give me a break scoffs. i always feeling left out when they are being with other people since i am only deaf person and it is very hard for me to follow what they are saying i just hate when they said oh it is nothing, it not nothing to me sighs. i don't like when mom jump in my face about that..but weird thing she let me being in my room at home it is strange to me why can i do that in other people house shaking my head.
i am busy with my dog i am really thankful for my dog being in my life and kept me busy. i feel i am not a family member anymore as i wish i have moved out long time ago.

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