feeling little depressed

i am feeling little depress that i felt no one cares about me anymore i blame my depress feelings. I felt i am crying, i felt i need some comfort and love. I feel i am not loved, i miss some of people and i am not sure if they ever miss me. I don't know what to do. So i found a book not so long ago that i wish i have gotten that before so anyway i need to get the book about season affective disorder so i know what to expect while having SAD and what to do and etc... i know where to get anyway.. i always get SAD every winter time from late oct to late March sighs..by feeling so sad and depressed. i know i need to keep myself busy only hobby i feel more attentive to are my cross stitch projects. sometimes i feel i wanted to write, i do write stuff. i really enjoy writing as i do with cross stitch projects.
when i go to the bookstore i will get the book, i think i better get it. As i might need it and i am very curious of what book says. when i go to Kohls to do christmas shopping then that will give me time to go to the bookstore next door to get the book. shopping is my therapy it had always make me feel better as cross stitching have also. I can't wait to do christmas shopping as it is shopping therapy anyway.