sick with Flu

i am sick with flu this morning i am ok but still feeling sick. Right now i am drinkin tea.
i was SO depressed last night after finished my book Marley and Me oh my god it was really sad in the end but it was really good book that i wouldn't stop reading the book that i finished it in 3 days and i really enjoyed read the book that i will read it again in future not sooner but much farther that i will no know how much and i will keep it in my books keeper box.
Reason i was so depressed that i cried for everything, the death of my cat that i miss him so much, my break up with my ex which i feel so stupid to have relationship with when he dumped me. But i am feeling better now that i have cried it all out, as when i done crying and i feel better after done crying i guess it always better after have keep the feelings holding down for so long and it can just exploded unexpectly just like a bomb going off, That what i felt last night.
my dog, Pappy is near my side he always stayed near my side. He hold me as he knows that i was sad, so sad that make me feel better that he is there for me. I am lucky to have Pappy in my life.