Wednesday, April 22, 2009

wondering of how i feel

i am feeling a replase of my depression i don't know what to do. i have therapy tomorrow but i don't know if i can tell her that i am feeling depressed again. i think i know, is because i am about to be VERY nervous of meeting my friend's boyfriend soon, my friend had warned me that he didn't like toublemakers. That make me think maybe i felt that i am troublemaker to him i hope not. I hope that he like me as friend because of my friend. i am hoping that he didn't see me as troublemaker. I don't wanted him to think i am troublemaker, i am not a troublemaker as i always knows that i am not.
i had good time last night at silent dinner with my friends anyway. My friends missed me that make me feel good that i am good friend to them. Of course they talks to me. My best friend wanted me to come to her place this summer so she can use her vacation time so i am going there to help out. So we can hanging out going out to do something and etc...
i use shopping as a retail therapy that i have done before and it make me feel better. i think i need more cross stitch stuff later, maybe tomorrow, who knows.
I love some of the movies. I love the movie, Jumper. It was awesome movie as i like it and i am going to get it when i plan to buy the movie fireproof for my friend, she liked fireproof.

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