have started christmas shopping

have started christmas shopping and I love to shop for present for my family members as i know what to get for everyone and i am done with my brother and his family and then i have to sent packages to them in CA t i am not finished yet only 2 people left to finished hope to finished by next week
i love to get cards from my friends and reading their yearly letters what they did during the year what they have been up to and etc... i love holidays very much i have good holidays so far. I am planning to get cards for my family
i love to spend my time with my family during the holidays

been so busy for few days

sorry have not been blog so long
my blood had lowered from 6.0 to 2.3 when i went for other blood test last this monday i am glad it did went down whew
it was scary last thursday but good i ate green veggies to lower the level whew i miss eating veggies like salads and etc...
i was busy being in much pain from my fall 2 weeks ago but it is getting better but not fully still have some pains and pitch nerve on my back. i am done with cards and they are ready to mail hope this week i will mail them to my friends. Last Friday had my VP fix and i talked to my best friend on VP this last monday i am glad that my VP is working whoo woo i ask her to help me check the VP to see if it is working and oh yeah it is working yea
last sat went to craft show i love craft show got one thing for Pappy for the tree. I brought some of the dips to make i love the country home creations dips they are so good yum they always at the craft shows every spring, Fall and Holiday shows every year i hope to go there again in spring time. Kathy ask me to come along with her and Mark to deaf Jackson social and i did came along and had fun with my friends there hope to go there again next month. i begin to love being with my friends and get out of house that i am glad to get out whew. I am glad that i am be able to get out of house and go out to do like go out for fun, and etc... i am glad that my friends help me to get out even go out with them.
it had been crazy few days i hope everything will calm down since my back is getting better

Update on my health

Last Night i had my blood test and my blood level went up and it was scary because it was up too high above the goal range and i had to get it down like eat green veggies it help the blood level go down i only love to eat green salads and get my doses of medication down. my blood level had been up and down like crazy never been on even level for long, hopefully soon it will stay on the goal level long enough that i would be able to eat green veggies without any problems like going down too much,
Today got my VP fix and i can be able to talk to my friends on VP. i hope nothing will go wrong or my dad unhook the VP like he did before sighs i hope he don't do that again. I need to review all the pluggings and make sure where all the plugs goes if Dad do that again then i have to do over again and get it back on and fix it i have to practice review so i won't mix the plugs up ant etc... i am so happy that my VP is all fixed heh then i can talk to my friends on our VPs

this week update

my back is getting better from the fall i had last week i am ok but still have the pitch nerve in the back still can feel the pain but i am feeling lot better than it was before i was much in pain after i fall. hope it will get better before i need to get things done like clean up my room and etc... it is little messy right now. i always like to keep my room clean. i might will have my friend over to fix my tv hooking ups
i will mail my christmas cards, wrap some of my presents and etc.... i have lot of things to do before the year end

happy December

it is december now and few days until christmas i have lot things to do this month like getting presents for everyone
i have already start my chrismas cross stitch, Christmas in the woods i have few cross stitch projects to do for next year probably each month as i will try to do to finish might be easy that way but i will only to try and see if that way works but i will always have 2009 to do also if i don't finish some of the project by that time and i can start when that year begins.
i can't believe year 2007 will be gone and 2008 coming up i can't wait what 2008 will have for me. i hope it will be good year for me.

My Seasonal depression is back

i am feeling down again now with winter coming up i guess my seasonal depression is back it always come back during winter time every year which i really hate sighs. But only i can’t help feeling that way. Only i need to keep my vitmains intakes every day and Pappy to keep me busy and etc... maybe have to go back to my psychologist who did help me at first place when i came to his office for maybe some help. of course shopping i feel like wanna to go shopping again. I did went shopping while i was on cruise but now i have a feeling of wanted to go shopping again but soon i will go. i am trying to avoid buy stuff so i can be able to save for new computer. Pappy have make me feel better no matter how much my SAD have suffered.
i have it every year now last winter was so bad that why i went to see my psychologist and get some help to deal with and i am glad i got some help and it is helping and i don't feel much worse than last winter that i can be able to deal. i felt more stronger than i was before.
But i need to deal with my feelings, and let my family to know of my feelings and respect my feelings. Even my anger toward to my family i need to stop being angry with them because it wasn't not helping me and them to handle and i am working on it not to be angry and etc...

got the book that i always wanted

Legend of Holly Claus


i got the book that i borrow from my sister and read it and really love it and had been looking for it for like 2 years i think
finally i found the book and got it yaya then i can read it during christmas time it is a christmas story and it is called Legend of Holly Claus and i love the book i am really glad that i got the copy of my own then i can read it over and over even at christmas time or anytime of the year when i feel like of reading that it is one of my favorite christmas story i was glad that my sister had it and i read it and really into reading that book i wouldn't put it down it was really good book.