later plans in the summer

My dog, Pappy got to meet rest of my family hope they will see more of him later on and i am happy that my Aunt told me to bring Pappy to her cabin in northern Minnesota and to meet my Uncle there and i can't wait to take Pappy to Northern Minnesota to my Aunt cabin and have fun with him there and etc...and also get to meet Lulu and have playdates with her everyday of course to play with her and take walks with her even spend time with her to get to know her heh. i can't wait to see Lulu i kinda of miss her since last time i saw her that was quite a while. Pappy will meet my brother and his family soon-very soon.
i wanted my friend to meet Pappy hope later in the month or next month maybe sooner as possible I hope she will love him as i do. Pappy likes people and he is about to like dogs and get along with other dogs that way he will have some playdates with his new friends. i will set up playdates with the neighborhood dogs later on hope soon. people might do the same as well i bet.
i hope that Pappy's summer will be so full with fun.

photography

i like photography i use camera alot i like to take pictures everywhere no matter where i am grins i have some of my favorite places to take pictures at and i have places i like to take pictures at they are good places to take. i do takes picture of my new dog, Pappy all the time hehe alot hehe. When i leave for the cruise trip i will use my photography skills on the trip. photography is very good hobby to do and much easier as you learn about photography i hope to get my sister to take picture of me and Pappy for our christmas cards my sister is making announce cards of Pappy’s gotcha day.
i grew up in being in photos. My grandfather was a photographer and used to own his studio and he taught me about photography i am glad that i learn about photography.

been on vitamins

I am now on vitamin and iron to get my engery when i was depressed i lost my energies and i am glad that i was be able to take vitamin rather take antidepressants and i find that vitamins are the best than antidepressants i have been on vitamins for about 9 weeks now i start to notice some different now that my moods are getting better but not full now that i can be able to move on with my life. IT seems that vitamins are working to keep me from feeling depressed. I can feel any difference now that i am about to be back to my old self.
i am glad that i try vitamins and stay on vitamins that i feel more to my old self i bet it is working as i stay on vitamins for weeks now i am not going to give up on vitamins unless if my doctor wanted me to but i am sure my doctor will not say about quitting the vitamins. i am glad that i stay on vitamins as i know that vitamins are good for me to keep my depression in control
it is working it did keep my depression in control but not fully control but it does work as i know it does.

feeling so lousy today

I have been so busy this week with my new dog that i didn't relized that i was feeling so lousy until today that i was feeling so lousy that i am not very happy of what going on but i have no idea what is wrong. The feelings were really bothering me so much that i don't know what is going on and don't know what to do. i am just to be frightened about what going on here. but i will not let it get to me much worse as i am feeling about it, i would need to let it flow by and see what will happened i won't make things worse if i say nothing about it just keep it to myself until i will found out from them that all i need to. I need to relax and not to be frightened about things like that. But i hope i will find out later on when everything calm down or whatever it is.
I am trying to get my life back the way it was before I never had a life since then that time i was not on line much or be in chatroom. I wish i haven't gone back to that chatroom last year when I left wish had to stay away from chatroom then i won't have started be in shit relationship with this stupid man sighs.
I wish that I would stay very firm that I don't need to to have relationship online that i would have turn them down. I hate to have relationships on line which I hate so much because it is fake never been real ack!! make me sick to my stomach I better off be single rather be taken anyway! because never know what men really wanted or say something else that you really expect to hear from them. Men always expect women to do all the work for them not being equal and even help. I like to be equal like if I can't do something for the men then they need to do something to make it work. I never understand men at all anymore. I hate this stupid man making me feeling insulted that I feel used by him or he feel used but i wish he won't be feeling used if I did something different to prevent problems but things are too LATE for us. Too bad that is his loss that he choose not to be in relationship with me and i won't have him back anymore. One time is enough for me. i never give a 2nd chance in relationship only once is all. break up is broken.

got my new dog already

i got my dog and the dog is italian greyhound a 21/2 years old male his name is Pappy (full name is Ch. Intergra’s In My Father’s Eyes) he was a champion show dog. Gave to me by my sister’s friend who use to own him and knows sign language i have met the man once. Pappy flew to me and met Pappy there this morning and brought him home now i am Pappy’s new mommy i am glad that i got my dog whew i was being so anxious to get him i am glad that he is here YAY! he is now my boy and of course he is mama boy now HA
he is so cute and he is much a survivor he was bitten by copperhead snake twice last fall he fought back and killed the snake and he was so sick afterward because of the poison in the system but he beat it. Pappy still have the scars bites from the cooperhead snake i can see his scars on his fur .
Pappy will travel with me sometimes not all the time this summer like maybe to my sister’s house and my aunt told me to bring Pappy up to my Aunt and Uncle’s cabin in northern Minnesota so they can meet him of course i am planning to take him there heh so he can meet Lulu, their dog gave by my cousin who use to own her .

shopping for my dog

went to 2 different stores to shop for my new dog it was much fun to get dog stuffs ha i begin to love to shop for my new dog
can't wait to get more and more stuffs hehe i begin to get crazy over getting dog stuffs ha. Who knows i will take him to those pet stores they are one of some stores that welcome pets in the stores. That will be so cool when people see my dog and go wow what a great dog heh. Can't wait to do that someday with him going with me in the store .
got dog food, treats, baggies, toys and some more leash. i brought travel bag for future travel for my dog when he go with me to somewhere. i am already parpare for him to come home-his new home of course i am sure he will enjoying his new home when he comes. i will get him more toys. There is a cubcle "shelf" box that have "cloth boxes that go in those "shelf" i will get it soon. can't wait to have him in my life.

researching and reading about dogs

i am reading dog books and learning about dogs and their breeds also their health and what to do and etc... and make notes what i need to do with the dog. i get more informations lot of them to make list for what dog needs like bed and foods and of course toys to play with. i am learning and hope i will buy for my new dog and check everything and etc... i always wanted dogs almost all my life and now i am about getting one about time since i was kid yaya i am glad that my sister found one for me a adult dog already trained and house broken perfect for first dog with any hassle to train a puppy for a first dog. can’t wait get one this month.
i am now reading, learning and get more informations about other people experiences themselves with their dogs in one of the dog forums that i belong to. i like to get informations about raising dogs personal from people. i begin to understand and start to make notes for myself in case when it happen to me with my dog i always would love to experience taking care of my dog. i will always love them like they are my own kid