bad weekend

i felt this weekend was not so great for me
first mom told me that i wouldn't go along to CA i was shocked and disappoint i was looking forward to go there and now it is ruined. it was really bad. i wish mom would stop controlling my life let me what i wanted not make decisions for me without telling me or whatever. i will find a way to get to see my brother without mom that will be great and feel free without mom being in my way.
i found out my ex is dating someone else and he lied to me when i ask him about it before and he said no and i caught him in a lie tonight 1/12/08 when i came across to one of websites and he is so busted. I wish i haven't gone there i was shocked to see that OMG and now i can see him in different light like he not good guy to be with anymore i am glad i am not with him anymore i have weird feelings about him for a year and now i can see that what my feeling was about i hope my shock will wore out and i would not have to worry about it. i guess he not my friend anymore i have not spoke to him much anymore. i don't care i let him go he not worth to be in my life as i am glad it was over long time ago and i am moving on forward still i dealing with other things not just him. i felt that he ruined my life. He is not very honest person than i thought he would be jeez and he not very nice person either. i am glad that i didn't get to meet him in real life whew.