Doing much better

i am doing much better after the shock about my ex and i can see what he is like oy what a ignorant smh. what a idiot he is and have no ideas about how relationship works scoffs and a wimp for not come to see me when i have no choice to go sighs. i guess he never wanted me anyway, who cares about him i am very glad that i never been with him whew.
i don't understand him anymore and seems like he is stranger to me now i feel fool by him i guess he make fool out of me when we start going out together but i am glad that it was over before we would meet i guess when he refused to come to see me that i guess he not wanted me at all if he wanted me he would come but he never did. my feelings is that he just wanted one thing from me but too bad he never got it. when i try to talk to him and he ignored me and he is just like every guys RME what a jerk he is smh. So anyway i am forgetting him he is not worth to worry over since everything are OVER between us.
i am moving on i am doing much better that i felt that worth to have someone else who would care about me enough to see me. i think he don't care about me who cares. i am FREE. he is not worth to have relationship with. i felt that he is mean person.
he is a liar. i can't believe that he lied to me about him and his new girlfriend that he wasn't with her scoffs but i am glad to find out about that it did change my feelings toward to him and see what he is. i can't imagine that he is just a jerk just like every guy whenever they are in relationship. i don't know how will i feel if i get to meet him but i don't wanted to be his friend since we are never been friends since we broke up and never spoke to each other oh well
i ONLY have my long time friend, John to talk to he is the best i ever got in friend and we have LONG history together as friends we grew up together and went to school together and even took a cruise vacation together along with other people. that vacation that we ever took for a long time and even first one as adults. He is only guy friend i have got and i am glad.