Wednesday, July 30, 2008

being left out by my family

sometimes i feel depressed and don't know what to do when my family ignored me and etc... i can't wait to move out so i don't have to deal with them ever. Once i move out i won't need to be with my family no matter what. i felt that they always drag me to family gatherings when i don't feel like wanted to go.
when i don't wanted to go that is my choice whatever i wanted only i not wanted to be there. i always feel left out when i am with my family whenever they talks it is hard for me to see what they are talking about. That is big problem for me to try to communicate with them with them ignoring me which i really hate.
when i am with them i don't need to be with them anyway but i can hang out with my nephew that all because he likes to be with me anyway.

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