had busy weekend

I had busy weekend with all the shopping i have done. I am glad I am done whew

Can't wait to see what i get for Christmas :) my family will be in Indiana for Christmas and stay with my sister and her family for maybe the weekend who knows. I can't wait to spend time with my older nephew. I can't wait to see his face when i give him his present. I am sure he will love it.

weekend of shopping

this weekend is beginning of my Christmas shopping even with mom ugh.. I hope next year I can go alone like driving.
I will be exhaused after finishing shopping as i know I hate crowd malls and shops on weekends. UGH. I can't wait for Christmas to arrive as next week.
Things are calming down on the site i always been in. So I can go back where i used to like reading my books as catching ups.
I am beginning to catch up with my cross stitch projects. I plan to when i get home from the Holidays when things calm down really much. I am not sure what project I would get start again as I already have started.

Christmas shopping

I have start Christmas shopping
This Week is christmas shopping week for me starting today as I got gift cards for Scott, Steph and the girls so I can sent to them to their house in Texas before they leave for Louisiana for Christmas. I am glad that I am done with them. So I am starting on other part, I know to get for Brendon, a blanket as he loves blanket. He is much a snuggler. I know he will love the blanket that I plan to get then I am done with him.
Mall tomorrow, hopefully Saturday I go to Kohls for the rest of the family. I hope to go back to the mall again soon if I didn't get things done. I felt this year was easy for me as I know what to get for everyone.

feeling lousy

I am still sick
had the vapro going. It was worse I had. I hope to get my Christmas shopping start soon as I get better. I was coughing so much. I hope things will be alright. It seems like it was very quiet month. I am still resting from my cold.
I am ending my therapy this month as I am better. Plus I am all talk out about my feelings. I am little depressed because of the holidays and I feel I have no one in my life. As I am feeling little lonely. I am glad I am keeping up with my driving practice as I am getting good at it now, as it was better than before. I am proud of mom for letting me to drive more than before. Hopefully next year I will get my driver's license.
I finished wrapping my brother and his family and they are ready to ship out.

Beginning of Cold

I am beginning to have cold ugh I feel so terrible I wouldn't sleep as I felt so lightheaded. I am feeling so tired. hopefully will have nap soon. I am on medication for my cold. I hope it won't be long before christmas and I am still working on to see my friend I miss her so much. I hope she can come here. I hope for New year since this year it will be on weekend but I need to check on her little more before it is too late for us.
I hope things go alright.

First weekend of December

it is first weekend of December
we got the tree and have start decorate the tree and the house too.
I need to start christmas shopping soon but I know what to get everyone this year anyway as I felt this year was little easy for me. I will not get much cards this year like last year. I don't care about that anymore. But I still can sent some but not much like last year and the year before.
I was not very much social this year. I will be ok.

Decemeber is here

I can't believe December is here already and Christmas is in few weeks around the corner. End of the year is near. I have list of things to shop for- my family. I have few ideas to get so as it is on the list. I need to make my own list as what I wanted for Christmas.
I wanted Amazon gift card, I haven't have it for while I never gotten those for my birthday ugh but who knows I don't mind my sister get me one and my brother get me one too it didn't matter as I enjoyed getting stuff from Amazon. I have few things I wanted to get from Amazon.
I will tell my sister and my brother about that. My friend and I are still planning to get together hopefully this time for better over the Holidays. We have been put it off for while now. Now it might be good time do. Hopefully we can. I totally miss her so much.

relaxing weekend coming up

it was good day as i went out to get Pappy food and etc...
I felt better I always use shopping as therapy.

I love relaxing weekend

Happy Thanksgiving

today is Thanksgiving

we went to my brother in law's parents house everyone were there it was awesome beside i was not feeling well ugh and i did fell asleep I hate feeling so tired. But I was doing ok.

the foods are so good and i did got some pumpkin pie I love mom's pie as it is my favorite. YUM
i hope that mother can make 2nd one soon from the "leftover" hopefully we can go out and get some pie crust for it.
I need to get some dog food for Pappy. hopefully soon -very soon.

busy weekend

It was busy this week taking care of Pappy and he is doing well. I went to mall today got more New Moon stuff. I wanted Volturi necklace I am hopefully to find it soon. I hope they will make more of the necklaces.
I love t shirts. I brought more books, I am crazy about books this year than I have before.
tomorrow I go to party with family.

Pappy is sick

Pappy is sick and he is staying over night at Vet hospital
I am scared about him. I hope he will be fine. I am nervous but I did email the hospital and I am getting more updates about him that made me feel better that I am getting updates on him. I know that they are very good with Pappy. I miss his presence beside me. hopefully he will be better to go home tomorrow,

my oldest niece birthday

today is my oldest niece's birthday she is 10 now, I can't believe she is 10. It scared me little bit.
i am hopefully that she is having fun today. I am sure she will have sumber party soon for her birthday. I never had sumber party only I had with my friend that all.
the date of the movie New Moon is getting close.

beinning of the weekend

this is beinning of first weekend of November

my baby niece is one years old now and my almost 4 years old niece will be 4 in 2 weeks
this month had been crazy with all the birthdays in my family
my baby niece, my younger niece, my oldest niece and my brother that it seems little expensive beside Christmas.

I do love them all

Wednesday Night

tonight i watch ghost hunters right now

I am sad that i didn't see my friend last month as it seems to be crazy month for her that she can't be able to get time off,
hopefully she can come during Thanksgiving I do miss her.

November is here

I can't believe that November is here that October is gone. Time had gone fast that i wouldn't believe where it goes.
I have 4 birthdays this month my 3 nieces' and my brother's birthdays

today is my youngest niece's birthday she's one year old now. I wouldn't believe that she is one year old. Just few days ago it was Pappy's 5th oh boy.

I am glad that I finished their birthday presents shopping whew.. And now that I need to get christmas shopping start early.

Happy Halloween

Pappy was so hyper today with all the trick or treaters doing all the house calls. it was so funny to watch him barking and hopping around.

it was good day but very windy ack..

Happy Birthday to Pappy

Happy Birthday to Pappy and he is now 5

I love you my little man.

plans

I make a plans for my driving lessons that I make schedules for both November and December
I will do the same for January and beyond soon in December.

I can't believe that October is nearly over. I have plans this weekend by cleaning my room. Pappy's birthday is on Thurs, he will be 5.

great day

I had good day today
I went shopping at Kohls and I haven't gone there for while and I am glad that I did. I did shop for my family members birthdays. Which are in Nov, Ugh and I did shop for me. I need new jeans which I got.
I found one book that I was looking for, for while now but glad that I found it yay then I am good for while.

great weekend

it was good weekend lot of relaxing

mom is in ILL now until Wednesday and I am warming up noodles to eat for dinner yum.. I love to eat pasta any kinds..
not much news around..

good day

it was good day a I went shopping
I got wolf pack tattoo jersey tshirt that I wanted yay. I got twilight journals in a metal box also wolf bookmark.
I did go to TJMaxx and got one thing for my youngest niece for her birthday. Also I got few stuff for me as well.

I did enjoyed it.

weekend was good

it was good weekend
i did enjoy relaxing and surfing the web. I enjoy be with Pappy being with me.

I have feeling that I am not going to Cleveland as it is wrong time but hopefully that my friend will come to see me during Thanksgiving as she will be at her parents which is not far from my home so why not. That way it will be easy on her to visit me. I hope it will work as we will work on it. I know that I have family with me but I thought it will be good so they can see her again, it had been so long since they saw her.
I hope it will work.

crazy week

it was crazy week for me with my buying stuff
i am hoping this weekend will be quiet weekend and i hope to go to craft show on friday maybe the afternoon. I hope to find stuff there to buy.

tonight will be good night for me to watch tv. my favorite shows.

new moon stuff

I got new moon stuffs
tote bag, jacob bookmark with his tattoo on his upper arm, 2 tshirt of jacob, bracelet of wolf pack, tattoo necklace, Jacob keychain, run with wolves rubber bracleet. I got so excited of getting those.
i hope to order some more i might maybe need their help to order for me or I can order it on line who knows. I might will check with them and see what they can do for me.

October is here

I can't believe that October is here and i am about to finish planning for my vacation with my friend hopefully things will be ok. I hope that things will go smooth when i go recheck again. That i would go for sure seriously.
new moon stuff came out in Hot Topic store and i am thinking of going there this weekend to get them there is 2 Tshirts i wanted with Jacob on it, I am Jacob Black fan and Wolf pack fan as well. I can't wait for the new moon books and stuff next week.
I can't wait.

last Weekend's fun

i had good weekend and it was relaxing
Very relaxing. i didn't do much but it was ok i was mostly on the computer and do things. I can't wait for New Moon stuff to come out so I go on shopping spree on new moon stuff hehe. I can't wait.

I witnessed a pick up truck accident

accident on Barton drive ramp

I witnessed a pick up truck with a trailer attached accident and it crashed in front of me, I was scared as i saw it the truck lost the control and rolled over few times. 3 people in the truck are hurt. I felt so scare for them. Everyone saw the accident and they got out and call 911 and try to help them.

mom got home

mom got home last night
i was so busy catching up with mom and what she do in Texas and i wouldn't believe that the move from CA was worse. It was stressful for all of them, But I hope that they will be ok soon.
I know what is like to have a move from hell. I had one myself before. UGH!!!

Busy weekend

this weekend that I will be busy cleaning the house for mom as she is coming home on sunday
I can't wait for her to come home as i miss her around. I miss driving hopefully soon I can drive more. I wanted to drive more
hopefully soon I can drive again soon as mom return.
I have make list of things that I need to do while cleaning.

RIP Patrick Swayze

RIP Patrick Swayze he will be greatly missed and 2 of his movies are my favorite, Dirty Dancing and Ghost I will watch his movies soon.
i can't image that he is gone

9/11 anniversary

8th anniversary of 9/11
it had been 8 years since the terrorist attack on 9/11 it had been always a chilling day every year as we remember that day
and we never will forget that day as it does put chills in our spines.
i won't forget that day never forget.

Off to Indiana for Labor day

i am off to Indiana for Labor day and celebrate my dad's birthday

we are going to be on the boat and my sister expect me to be on the tube with my nephew and my niece. I will try to be on the tube. I am not sure if I am strong enough to be on the tube, I will be ready to hold on. I will be the one to be screaming with glee lol like I do when I ride on roller coasters.
I miss Cedar Point this year darn it. Hopefully next year I can go.


it is 15th anniversary of the tragic car accident few days ago i miss them!!

September is here

I can't believe that August have gone by and the summer is almost over. It had been very mild summer that the temperature
s have not gone up to 90s and 100s. I drove my mother's new car yesterday and it was good but need more practice as I need to feel comfortable. I have other goal if one goal that I made don't work then I will use my new goal as it will progress little better. I am hopfully to drive more before mother leaves for Texas.
i have been busy writing my stories and I have written few and I enjoyed writing.

4th anniversary of Hurricane Katrina

Hurricane Katrina over New Orleans


4th anniversary of Hurricane Katrina that striked New Orleans in August 29, 2005 and flooded New Orleans and force the city as ghost town

Katrina was worse hurricane on record.

shopping trip at the mall

i went to the Mall today and did shop a little but i wanted to go back since i am not done hopefully i can go back next week i am sure of.

i got race to Witch Mountain and Blood&Chocolate since i felt like wanted to buy some DVDs i am glad
i did watch the movie Race to Witch Mountain it was good and i am glad that I brought that and it worth of shot.

i brought New Moon the movie tshirt.

I need to go to Blockbuster to buy more movies. Blockbuster have good prices.

getting better from the infection

i am getting better from chest infection and i am glad that i don't have trouble stopping coughing and to breathe.
i am resting as i can. i have lot things to do since being sick with the infection. That i need to catch up and get things done. like finished reading and doing my projects.

have chest infection and it stink to have

have chest infection

i had chest infection that i had for 3 weeks that i had to go to doctor to get antibodies for it. i hope it will go away soon
i hate to have it ugh it has been so long and it didn't go away until i went to the doctor and i got the medication
i knew that i might got chest infection beyond of bronchitis that i got. it stinks to have it.
but i am doing ok but still feeling tired due the infection i had.

things are good around here

Shopping trip

i went shopping today and it was good

i went to Michael and got some of things i need for my cross stitch projects. got wolves cross stitch kit whew will get more

i got 2 books that i was looking for about wolves i am glad and i got Twilight tshirt and the book new moon hope that the new moon stuff will come out soon then i can collect new moon stuff.
i am glad about that yay

afternoon outing

after i had my nap i went out to my bank and put my money in, so i need to write my bills.
went to Borders to check some books out but wouldn't find so guess i need to make a trip to Barnes and Noble to check out the books that i wouldn't find hopefully this week. i found few cross stitch magazines and i like the patterns in those magazines, so that why i got them. i had good time there anyway. i love bookstore, they are one of my favorites.

August is here

it is amazing that August is here already
i am still not sure if my friend would like me to come i felt that she is not motivate of my visit oh well i wish i have my license then i can go anytime anyway i miss her so much we haven't talk for while recently and i am scared of our friendship and i have little feelings that we might not be friends anymore. but i won't let it bother me as i am just let it chill out.
we are going to Toledo today to baseball game with my nephew and my niece. we will have fun. i hate to leave Pappy in the cage too long but nothing i can do about it.

Back from MN

i am back from MN
it was fun week i did ride with my uncle on his ATV going throught the woods it was awesome. i had lunch with my aunt's lady friends along with mom, they were very nice. All of us gave my uncle 50th anniversary party it had been 50 years that every summer he went to MN on vacations. It was good party i really enjoyed it, we did went to Grand Rapids a hour away i did enjoyed it. I like Grand Rapids MN. i did some of my reading and did cross stitching on my BoINK project. i went on ATV trip with the ladies on the ATV going through the woods. i did went to Black Duck, MN for the woodcraval festival and i brought wolf picture and a seashell pattern bag. i like them both.
i did got myself wolves Tshirt when i got back to Mackinaw City that i have been looking for all week but i don't mind that it is from Mackinac it is fine with me anyway. i did brought some books from there also. I love Mackinaw City it is my favorite Northern Michigan town.
Pappy had fun being with Lulu by going on walk with her and etc...and eating her food LOL. Lulu does it back to him by eating his food also it was so funny it seems like they are acting like children hehe.

Off to Northern MN

i am off to Northern MN for a week beginning tomorrow it will be long day for us driving through to the Big Mac bridge and cross to Northern Michigan from the bridge we have done that many times in past 15 years now. i hope the weather is nice not so hot and humidity but mild tempatures. i can't wait to go there. Pappy is coming with us to Northern MN and Pappy will be happy to see his BFF (best friend forever) he will have fun with her all week. i have been packing all my stuff almost all week this week and i am glad that i am done tonight then pack all up in the car tomorrow morning.
we did had mild summer didn't get much hotter this year than years before.

excited!!

the car died and mom just got new car and i am glad she did at first i was worried that we will not be able to go but hey we are going heh. i had started packing but not all that i have some clothes lay out in the suitcase. i am so excited about going to Northern Minnesota i can't wait to go. Pappy is going with me, he will have fun there. i am taking my computer with me because i already wrote new story and etc... and i need it so i can get it out easier.
i can't wait to see the car this friday and i will take the picture of the car. i hope that the car will be good. i would be able to drive it after mom get use to the car and etc.. i hope it won't be long when i drive it. i hope it will be ok.

quiet weekend

it had been quiet weekend for me and i like to read fanfiction about Twilight on the web and the couples of Twilight
it was enjoying. it was fun to read them. i have few favorites already. i have not drive yet because car's is acting weird that i was not sure what was going on maybe it is dying who knows.
i am planning to pack next week i need to do 2 laundries before i leave so i can have some clothes that i would like to wear. i plan to wear T-shirts in evening for fishing so i can feel comfortable. I need to get things together so i wouldn't mess up the plan. i am hoping that i would drive to Northern Minnesota but i can drive half way i hope so and also drive while be there.
i can't wait to go there to relax and enjoy myself i was feeling stressed recently so i need to relax more and not feeling so stressed out.

all set up

i went to see Pauline earlier this afternoon and we set all up for me to do things like looking for job and etc... i am pleased that things are going well hopefully when i get back from Northern Minnesota. i am doing well driving and i am very glad that i am keeping up with my driving practing yay not like before i am very relived. hopefully that i will maybe set up appointment with my driving instructor later on maybe after i come back from seeing my best friend but i am not sure when it will happens. I will have to wait and see how it going.

busy week

this week had been busy
i went to Jackson yesterday to speciality shop but i forgot something from there but i can go back there hopefully after i get back from Northern Minnesota. today i am picking up job appications so i can get things start. tomorrow i meet with my case worker for looking for job. i have relaxing day on Thurs but have to help mom with the house so she will have her bridge club playing at the house. Friday i meet with my therapist, hopefully i might will drive there who knows.
i am contiuning my driving hopefully i will drive more while i am in Northern Minnesota who knows. i can't wait to go there i need to get away from home for while.
i am little motivate to go to see Laura in August but i am not sure when she will have time off from work. i need to talk to her before i leave so she can check on her schedule. i am hoping to go there like August 7 or 8th and stay there until 14th or 15th of August. i hope it will work.

Happy 4th of July

wish to say happy 4th of July
and i am not with anyone this weekend oh well. i guess i don't mind as i am relaxing. Being with Pappy, my dog. i did enjoyed the day. i did see the fireworks last week at Chelsea fairground and it was awesome that it is near my house and i get to see them.

Get New Ghosts Books

I am reading about haunted Minnesota and there might be some new books I might wanted to get that I didn't get last time. That I don't have and would love to have some in my collections. Hopefully I can get it this year when I go up North in Northern Minnesota. I am hoping that I can get a day to go to town to do some little book shopping. I love books. I am collecting ghost books of all the states. I am trying my best to get them all.

July is here

Wow July is here it is first day of July amazing how month gone so fast
there is some movies i wanted to see, they are

Night of the Musemum 2
Harry Potter and the half blooded prince
Angels and Demons
Race to Witch Mountain
Haunting in Connecticut
Fast and furious 4
New Moon (2nd series of Twilight coming out in November '09)

some of them might be out in DVD soon so i am waiting for them to come out so i can rent them.

i can't wait to to see New Moon, 2nd part of Twilight series from the Twilight saga series.
i can't wait to get copy of the book, Twilight since i have my copy of last of the series, Breaking Dawn. i finished all the books of twilight saga series they were good but i love the first one better.

Missing them already

i am feeling sad and i really miss my brother and his family they just left the airport. I will see them soon when things calm down I can't wait to see them again. Maybe i will go there to visit as i guess it is my turn to go see them. My youngest niece were so delighful, that i adorable her. I will see them soon


about Twilight
my Aunt gave me her 3 books of Twilight series first one is Twilight and i finished that one. i am now reading New Moon and i am about done with the book as i am leading to the 3rd book Eclipse. after i finished the book Twilight that I saw the movie, Twilight based on same book. I like the book better and the movie was little off and cutted too much. But i don't mind anyway as i am already addict to the movie.

Little sad

i am at home not at my sister's, i got so upset when mom change her mind of not going to my sister but i do understand that she is exhused but i have feeling that she didn't like me to be with my sister and my brother and be with them. i wish i gotten my license long time ago, of course i blamed mom's mistake when i first learn how to drive i wish she would let me drive more then and i get my license. SIGHS.
i was little depressed about it. But i know that they are coming back and i can spend my time with them. i will be ok. it is relaxing day today and resting my foot since i have twist it.
i am still not motivate to go visit my friend since i am worried about my leg and how it can handle the traveling. but i am still planning to see her when things calm down. i wanted to go to Northern Minnesota and have fun there. But i am still trying to plan what is better i think August will be good, maybe middle august but i am not sure if my friend already set up if she already did then i might have no choice to go but i will be ok i know how to take care of myself, i plan to go back to see grandma in October and might do little shopping there that i didn't do this weekend but it is ok. i wanted to go to cross stitch shop there and check that place out. maybe i can do that in October who knows.

Everyone are here

my brother and his family are here. i am so happy, and i got to meet my youngest niece. Right now things are quiet down and everyone are napping and i am about to take a nap myself. I got up little early to wait for them to arrive. So things are quiet down and calm that we can just hang out and catch up with sleep and i am doing the same.
i am wondering what we will do later hopefully to hang out more and for me to pack up for tomorrow's trip for me and Pappy.
it will be fine. i can't wait to hang out with them more and even with others.

More Ghost Research

I would like to start researching on Ghosts of the Civil War since I am reading the book.

I am thinking of doing prisons and Jails first. It had become so interesting but I haven't list them in yet but I will soon. I need to get it started soon I have other things I was so busy with the I didn't have time to do. hopefully soon I will get it started.

this week update

i have begin cleaning my room
i have done putting my papers away but still i have few out on my hands. i did clean the closet, some of the things i need to put in the basement. i have to do some dusting i think i will do it tomorrow. After dusting i will sort my dresser to keep it clear and clean. i am still cleaning. i know it takes few days to clean my room. Depend how mess my room is. It is beginning to look clean once i get them all done.
i can't wait for my brother and his family to come. It will be so fun being with them. It will be so nice to see them since i haven't seen them for while about a year. I can't wait to see my youngest niece for the first time.
i will take pictures of both my younger nieces

update on things

i am having my one lower front tooth pull today, this afternoon for the reason that the tooth was bad and also it was very crowdy in the lower jaw so also i had trouble with it so for about long while i wanted to have it out so i don't have to deal with it. hopefully once it is out then the lower jaw won't be look too crowd and it might can straight out. reason why i blog about that before i go in to dentist is that i will not be feeling good for while. Also i will be busy getting things ready like cleaning my room, the house and etc.. for my brother and his family's visit to Michigan.
It might be their first summer visit in Michigan as a family. i am about to meet my youngest niece, 7 months old, Calleigh she is not newborn anymore and she is growing now. i miss holding little baby. My younger niece, Avery will be so excited to see me as i know. All of us are going to Illinois-Bloomington/Normal for our grandmother's birthday whom will be 99 years old next week. We are giving her party for her. By the way Pappy is coming with me, he is part of family.
i am trying to figuring out about my vacation to Cleveland i have mix feelings about it right now and the money is the part of the issue that i am having trouble with that i am trying to save money for Pappy's surgery which is little expensive but expensive enough for me. i am trying to get his surgery done in August or September. Hopefully it will be ok that i am not spending much now.

Pappy's 2nd gotcha Day Anniversary

happy Gotcha Day Pappy,



happy 2nd gotcha day

it is 2 years anniversary since Pappy came into my life i am so lucky to have him in my life. He is so sweet dog i am lucky to have him to keep me from getting insane. He does keep me busy as i take him for walk and travel with him.

Big Changes

I was feeling overwhelmed yesterday things have happened so fast that i wouldn't get time to react. Big Change have happened.
I got the news from my mother that my SIL got job at University of Texas at Austin and she start in September that mean that their visit to Michigan might be shorted to 6 days, they are coming on 17th of June and leave for Calif on 24th of June. So when they get back to Calif and they had to go to Austin to look for houses when they buy house then they go back to Calif to pack up to move to Austin. They decide that SIL will move there first before my brother move. SIL has to move before she start working, she plan to move to Austin in August so that she can get the girls ready to put in daycare.
My brother got promotion at Apple to work with a very secretive project that mean my brother had to stay in Calif for 6 more months before move to Austin to be with his family.
they used to live in Austin before, actually they met there and got married there. They love the city i understand why they does love the city. i have been to Austin few times visiting them

I am thinking of that I might will go to Cleveland after they leave so i can spend few days with my friend but I have to work with my friend to see what best time I think that time will be good i am sure. But i will let my friend know what going on alright. I hope things will be ok with my visit to see her in Cleveland that mean i might not to spend lot of money since i might go Northern Minnesota maybe middle July or near end of July. I need to save money for Northern Minnesota if i don't spend much in Cleveland

2nd driving lesson

i had my 2nd driving lesson this morning and i was doing well and of course it was raining but it is good to learn how to drive in rain. i am glad that i am doing well but need more practicing backing up in the parking lot. But i am doing good. i don't mind not rushing, rushing is not good. my favorite quote is, go with the flow.
i am glad i am doing well driving i am hoping to keep up with the lesson but first need to get "fight" with MRS to pay for my lessons and they had been ignoring my request to do so. i have no idea why they are ignoring them. so i will have my mother to get them straight. They owes me money since i pay for my first lesson. my driving school told me that i don't have to pay for it MRS need to pay the lessons for me. So i felt that they need to pay me back.
i hope to get more lesson later on but i am not much in hurry to get the road test i have time also hope that i have whole summer to practice.

Ghost books to finish

It had been while since I blog in here about hauntings

I am trying to finished all the books I have on my shelf it is piling up so I need to get them done, right now I am reading Ghosts of the Civil War interesting places I might would research on

I have not done much of researching lately but I did reordering my research

Wednesday Night

it is Wednesday and shows on tonight schedule on TV that i enjoyed to watch every Wednesday nights
turn out that today was DOG: the Bounty Hunter Marathon and i am watching the show now heh. That i missed the morning showings shoot. But i dont mind that since i am watching the show now. i wil watch it almost all day heh
i am happy to watch the show. I really enjoy watching DOG and his team.

Ghost Hunters
DOG: the Bounty Hunter new episode starting tonight, can't wait to see it.

quiet weekend coming up

i have quiet weekend coming up, of course it is now beginning of the quiet weekend. i have few things i will do during the weekend, watch movies- my own DVDs. Taking my dog out for long walk in the evening hour. Of course reading my book to catch ups, i have about 3 books i wanted to finish. Doing my cross stitch project that i have been doing in last 2 days. This is my 3rd day of the project. i am glad i am going to have good relaxing weekend with things to do.

Happy Birthday to me

my dad gave me roses for my birthday yesterday. I love those colors, so pretty.

5/18/1972



today is my birthday and i am 37 now
it will be 3 more years until i am 40 AHH i am not looking forward to be 40 lol but i am looking foward to be on my own before i turn 40 like live on my own and driving my own car.
today was so beautiful day no raining, no windy and it is warm not too cold, not too hot just right amount of outside temperatures I am enjoying the day with very nice weather on my birthday. Mom, Dad and i went to Olive garden and we had fun there and i had small piece of cake for my birthday there. i got long dress and pink scarf that mom brought for me while ago i still love the dress and wouldn’t wait to wear it. i got white flat shoes with eyelets on it, i really love the shoes that i got yay. Even i got gift card i know what to get with the card. i can't wait to use my card.

Continue the Researches on hauntings

I am contine researching different hauntings and etc...

I can't think of ones I am doing right now since that I hace so many of them in one time. But I am still doing them. My researches have pile up so fast that I wouldn't be able to keep it order but I will do it later. Once I get them in order then I will post in here.

I haven't not gone back to some of them that I already start and I will go back to them when I get the rearches in order and research some more. When I get them in orders if they are in mix files I will file them in new different files. I will be happy that they will be in order. I will list my new researches in here.

yesterday was unbelievable day

someone from the forum that i belong, faked his death, it start on sunday that someone else announced this "person's" death and we did morned as thought he was dead. yesterday he popped up and saying that he was alive boy we were pissed at him for lying and etc... that was uncalled for. i was wondering why he had to do that to us for. we did nothing to him. That he is banned for life that is good that he need to see his sense not to make a joke about death. faking death is not funny. That is very cruel thing to do. very cruel prank. he had no common sense and he is much a rude person, bitter person.
we find that he is just a mind gamer that play mind games on us.
i wasl in haze of what happened yesterday and still is today, but it is beginning to faded as we just forget who he is now. He is busted.

new family member

a new family member was born today to my cousin and his wife a 2nd child in his family and it is a girl and 6th child in the expend family i can't wait to meet her. Hopefully that my cousin and his wife will come with their son and new daughter to Grandma's party but i have to wait and see by the time of the party the baby will be 1 1/2 months old. Hope all of us get to meet her there.
i was sick today and had to cancel my driving lesson but i reschedule for next month. Not a problem. i can't wait for next month to come for my lesson

i found out about my brother and his family might come to Michigan next month for Grandmother's birthday party and they might come little early so we can go up north to Traverse City but i am not sure if we will do that or not. just wait and see.

happy mother day 2009

happy mother day to my mother, mother of 3 and grandmother of 4.
i took her for brunch this morning and it was so good i was not very hungry all day but will have small dinner tonight
happy mother day to my sister a mother to 2 kids, my nephew and my niece. Also to my sister in law a mother to 2 little girls, my 2 nieces.
i hoping that all of them enjoyed their own mother's day today as i am thinking of them.

had my first driving lesson today

i had my first driving lesson today and it was good and my driving teacher was pleased. Mom did ride with us for the 2nd part and was please how i was doing. i need to practice more hopefully it won't be long until i get my license. i can't wait. i have other lesson on Monday in Ann Arbor that i can do without telling where to go so that is good way.
i am glad that i can be able to keep up with my driving and practice that i was allow to not a problem. it was good experience for me and soon i can drive, better driver. i have this desire to drive for so long.

half of the week being busy

i had GYN-OB appointment this morning and it was good as it went well as i even got the disgusting thing i have to do EWWW LOL i always hate that part. Tomorrow i have therapy with my therapist. it seems i am doing better but once a while i might need to have some therapy but i will wait and see if i need therapy once a while. i will wait to see what will be next for me.
Firiday hopefully that i would be able to the driving lesson. just wait and see, one part i hate to do is to pay full but i will check with my case worker to see what is the problems or they wouldn't pay for me only i have to do it. I hope that it won't be that long until i get my driver's license.
i am hopefully when week is over so i can relax over the weekend next tuesday i had to go for my dentist appointment ack more money to spend RMEE.
i felt lonely as my friends aren't speaking to me anymore as i felt they ignore me i guess i have lost their friendship and i am thinking of quit facebook because they don't contact me and talk to me anymore guess i feel i am nobody to them. But i am not going to quit fast just maybe away from facebook for while but it get so addict ugh.

weekend's fun

i had fun today as i was invited to a catholic communion party for Madilynn next door it was fun and Madilynn was happy that we came. i was glad that i came i got to meet some of our neighbors and even the new ones that just moved few months ago. they were very nice people.
Saturday i had fun with my friends as we went to a show, Mime show called JJ Mime show it was nice and they did game show as they called out to the audiences with ticket drew out. i got called with my ticket and they did the cars of the shows from the past, the 1980s shows. some of them were my favorites and i missed just one shoot i wish i would have know one of the show that i know that i have seen this show before. But didn't remember the car in the show ugh. If i have know the car i would have won oh well.
this week will be busy week for me, Wednesday i have appointment with doctor, Thursday have appointment with my therapist and might will join mom to her eye doctor for other test she had to do. Friday i have driving lesson i am little nervous but excited that i will start driving. I can't wait to drive.

May is here

wow May is already here and i just saw a huge turtle outside of my house and i did took pictures of the turtle and it's tail were so long even thou it was not afraid of me while i was taking picture of it. I was amazing how big it was.
In 18 days it will be my birthday and i already got my birthday present a dress that mom found and i tried it on and i love it and also i found a wrap for the dress to match it was amazing how the dress fit for me and it didn't show much of my scar on my upper chest but i can put makeup to cover the scar. So i need to find some shoes to go with. The dress look like a summer dress i am sure of. Mom brought it for me for my birthday. i have yellow one but i never wore it, but i can wear it later.
i am hoping to get more presents, maybe a general gift card. I am hoping that i will get amazon gift card so i can order cross stitch books, and maybe i can order ghost books also.
i am hoping that weather will be warmer this month, i am hoping for beautiful weather on my birthday. I am thinking of maybe celebrate my birthday along with my sister and Mom at same time as i know that they already had their birthday last month but i thought why not to celebrate their birthday with me as i celebrate mine. i already got my sister present but haven't gotten Mom's yet but i can go to coldwater creek to get some for mom. also mother's day is near anyway so maybe i need to go to card shop to get card for her, and hopefully go to mall soon so i can get mom's present from coldwater creek i am thinking of getting gift card from there.
i can't wait until May 8th for my first driving lesson if i will get it i am still evaluation for the driving anyway hopefully i can start practicing driving on that day.

warm weather over the weekend

i had very warm weather over the weekend and it is like summer time as i had bad T-storms on sat all day ugh.
i don't like T-storm as i am afraid of them. i always stay inside during the storms as they are dangerous.
i plan to change my plant to other pot so my plant can grow big. The plant was given to me by my brother and my sister in law from my surgery as i recover after my surgery. The Plant is still live and strong as i keep water them and soon need to be in bigger pot so the plant can grow big. i like the plant.
i got sick earlier this morning with a cold that i wouldn't beathe but i took ZICAM fast and again when i woke up again took ZICAM again and it is beginning to slow down the cold. i was sneezing lot yesterday.
i can't wait to go to Cleveland this summer so i can be with my friend. i can't wait until the time comes. But i am not sure when to go but still i am working on it.

Ghost Hunters

I have been watching Ghost Hunters and I have few favorites

some mental hospitals 

Waverly Hills is also my favorite from past 

the Inn that Jay and Grant brought and had experience paranormal there and GHI (Ghost Hunter International) did investigated there for Jay and Grant.

One is a Titanic Exhibit in GA 

I do like to watch Ghost Hunter International also. 

I always wanted to be Ghost Hunter but I can be who knows.

wondering of how i feel

i am feeling a replase of my depression i don't know what to do. i have therapy tomorrow but i don't know if i can tell her that i am feeling depressed again. i think i know, is because i am about to be VERY nervous of meeting my friend's boyfriend soon, my friend had warned me that he didn't like toublemakers. That make me think maybe i felt that i am troublemaker to him i hope not. I hope that he like me as friend because of my friend. i am hoping that he didn't see me as troublemaker. I don't wanted him to think i am troublemaker, i am not a troublemaker as i always knows that i am not.
i had good time last night at silent dinner with my friends anyway. My friends missed me that make me feel good that i am good friend to them. Of course they talks to me. My best friend wanted me to come to her place this summer so she can use her vacation time so i am going there to help out. So we can hanging out going out to do something and etc...
i use shopping as a retail therapy that i have done before and it make me feel better. i think i need more cross stitch stuff later, maybe tomorrow, who knows.
I love some of the movies. I love the movie, Jumper. It was awesome movie as i like it and i am going to get it when i plan to buy the movie fireproof for my friend, she liked fireproof.

relaxing weekend

i am having relaxing weekend by watching movies and have some lunch, being with Pappy by taking him out for walk. Pappy love to be with me and hanging out. i am having allergy attack, that my eyes were itching and it was watering and i guess i better get some allergy pill to get it to stop itching. I hate allergy attacks blah. i kept blowing my nose and even sneezing. i am catching up with my reading and doing my projects, etc... oh i got new glasses and it will be ready on monday, Can't wait to see my new glasses and try those out. i am glad i got the glasses so i can use it for driving.
I can't wait to drive soon.

been busy with a friend

i had been busy with my friend for few days and she has gone home today
i had fun yesterday when we went shopping. I had gone in few stores myself fast as she relaxed in the car as i can tell that she was tired. we went to rent the movies and did see 2 of them and they were so good that my friend liked them. i am so glad that i got Pappy's heartworm pills whew so it will be all ready when next month comes.
i am hoping that my plan to see Laura in Cleveland this summer, i am hoping that my plans stay same as i plan to go there in June or July or August who knows. if i go there then Laura can get her vacation as her vacation time need to be used. we will have fun in Cleveland. I need to buy more ghost books. heh
i got 2 kits that i ALWAYS wanted and i am glad.

suffering headaches

i was not feeling well in past week that i have been suffering miragine headaches in this past week it was really bad and it comes and goes for few days i hope it go away i have been having naps so much. so i can do my projects. i hope i will feel better soon after headaches go away. i wanted it to go away before my friend come visit. maybe i have to cut back some coffee i am sure it was causing my headaches. I don't understand why it was causing my headaches. i will just wait and see. i just brought some eye drops for my left eye.
Soon i will get new glasses but i am not sure when i will get it because mom is having her eye appointment also and i am sure she will get new glasses. i am hoping to get new glasses soon.

April snowstorm

deck after snowstorm

we had snowstorm during the night and it was still snowing this morning and i had to shovel out the grass for Pappy to go potty
and he was confused why snow is on the ground because we didn't have much snow last month and recently oh well i hope snow will go away so Pappy and i can go on more walks
Right now it is becoming cloudless for while, and it is sunny sunset for now and the cloud is on the way as i can see it coming
it was cloudless for while as i can see sunset starting.

plans are in progress

plans are in progress of getting together with my friend are doing well i hope. But i think things will go well. i can't wait to see her again. i have plan for her visit hopefully we can go to Walmart then maybe go to JoAnn and if we have time we can go to mall to look around. I miss her so much, hopefully this summer i can be able to go to Cleveland to visit her. I can't wait to go to Cleveland this summer. when i get my drivers license i can go there anytime on full weekends of course. I can't wait to drive. I wish i have drive before sighs. I am hoping that i can drive.
today is much relaxing day as i am enjoying it and i am watching movies, and doing crafts. Of course finishing reading the book. Before i get other book to start. i renew my permit last friday so all is set for my driving lessons. I can't wait to drive soon hopefully that i can be able to drive i guess the glasses will help who knows. i think i can do it.

April is here

wow April is here time have gone fast that March had disappeared. i am not really feeling well as i am having allergy attacks and the wind had been blowing the pollens around it make me having heachahes. I can't wait until Easter when my friend comes but i am not sure because of the plans but i have this feelings that we might staying home for Easter but i don't have any problems being home. Knowing that we will go out for brunch not a problems, as i did that before and i enjoyed it. If we stay home and i can be able to wear my favorite skirt to wear to the brunch if it is not rain or windy. But i have other clothes to wear too in case if there would be cold or raining or windy whatever.
i am cleaning my room as it is messy heh. i like to keep my room clean. Also i don't like anyone even my friend to see my messy room. i am just clean my room once a time. and etc... i am rid of my old shirts that are too big for me now as i got new shirts that fit me now. My room will look much better after being clean. I can't wait to see my friend i have miss her so much. i am hoping that i can be able to go this summer to Cleveland to spend time with her maybe for a week i am sure. and we can go swimming together and shop together. We will plan later and i will wait and see how the job searching going and etc...
we can wait and see but we can still plan.

last weekend

last sat mom and i went to tanger outlet mall near Howell and i got everything i got for my sister for her birthday a grey shirt from GAP of course i got pink sweater and pink and white stripe shirt. i got white sweater for my sister and of course i got pink shirt for m also a shirt for a friend of mine from Eddie Bauer. i got more bra of same brand but in different color so i am all set for wearing bras for a week. i got earrings i wanted. Also i got 3 books from bargin books warehouse.
i relaxed yesterday we did got snow but it didn't stay on the gound very long that this morning it was gone and sun was out and there were no cloud in sight but of course just little bit of cloud but not lot. i can't wait to rent Marley and Me tomorrow i always wanted to see Marley and Me. i am thinking of maybe get some popcorn, rootbeer for the rootbeer Float, my favorite. But i will get popcorn for the movie i will rent, Marley and Me. I can't wait to rent it.
i can't wait for my friend's visit but other part i am little worried about changing the plan but we can change around but i don't wanted to hurt her feeling that she would think i don't wanted to see her but i DO. but it is just stupid family conficts ugh i hate that when my family change the plans on me when i am trying to keep the plans to stay. if plan stay for us to visit and we will have fun together.

had good day

i had good day
i returned 2 things back to Marshalls and got my money in my check account that i am glad that i was be able to return the clothes that didn't fit me. i spend little today i am not trying to spend all but i can put more in my account when my check come in anyway but i am hoping that someone will help pay for my driving lesson if i can drive but i think i can be able to drive with glasses special glasses for driving i don't mind wearing it while driving.
i am now looking for job and it will be worth to get job now until i can have more vacations later on. i don't know about tomorrow as we are plans to go up to Brighton to Tanger strip mall but i am not sure if we are really going there but i can just wait and see what the weather is like for tomorrow.

future plans with friend

i am planning my future planning with a friend of mine maybe in summer time but i need to be VERY prapared because of my left leg i always have swell leg in summer time about end of June to early August. But mostly happens in every July all the time. if i am visiting my friend i need to buy ice pack, more allergy medication and more anti-itch cream.
While i am there if we decide to go out in early afternoon i plan to put ice on my leg in the morning after wake up even after shower if i need to take one and again in evening when we get back to the apartment. Also i plan to take one allergy medication every day so i won't be over medicated. I plan to buy 12 hours allergy medication. i will make list so i won't be mix up or forgetful.
i can't wait to see my friend and spend time with her in the summer time. But right now i am not sure of her plan on Easter if she decide to come before or after i don't mind if she comes after Easter. I am sure of after Easter i think she plan to come on Easter night but we can still discuss about that. i hope things will work out on that time.

what a week

this week the weather were warm and Pappy did enjoyed the warmth of course he will enjoyed more later on when the tempratures go up and stay up. i am glad Pappy enjoyed the warmth tempratures.
i did got Pedipaw for Pappy on sale whew and it was last one. he didn't like it at first but i am keeping up with it with some practice and not to push but he need to keep his nails little long not so long.
tomorrow i am reapply for my case for job search but i am not ready for jobs yet. But i have to, i am not going anywhere if i can't get time off. i don't wanted to get fired over time off too soon after getting the job. i don't wanted mom and dad to make plan too soon after i get the job. but i need to keep the job until 6 months up to one year then i can get time off. i hoping it won't be a problem if i can get time off after 3 months i am not sure of that yet but i will wait and see if i can have time off by then. i will wait and see what will happens.

shopping trip from yesterday

I am glad that I went to Kohls yesterday because I need new bras and I did got new bras. Also I need new jeans which I got 2 and I got 2 more short sleeves shirts I really enjoyed them. I did got some kits from Michaels also cross stitch leaflets.
I am in progressing of trying to get a job. I feel i need a job but I can get a vacation, I am hoping to go on vacation before I get hired so I won't get fired.
I am not worried about Pappy, mom can take care of him during the day while I am at work. I can't wait to drive but wait until I get new glasses or wait for the result of the eye exam and see how it goes. I am nervous wreck over it, I wouldn't wait until April 9th. I can't wait to see how it goes and to see if I can drive.
I am going to get Pappy some of things for him, like food, pedipaw, maybe new bed. He need new bed anyway and I have been wanting to get new bed for him for while now. Hopefully i can this time.
I am really busy with my dog all the time, but i don't have problem I love taking care of him.

Possibly New Reseach on Haunting

I have possibly new research

Abandoned places, but there is so much of places to choose from to research but I can research dying towns or abandoned towns as well.

abandoned towns are

Time Beach, Mo

Love Canal, NY

Centralia, PA

that I already knows. I will list dying towns later on. Before this month is over.

it is kind of spooky of towns being abandoned and are dying.

My driving evaluation

we got to the Drivers Rehabilitation center of Michigan driving school in Livonia just fine it was not really far it was almost easy to get there.
it went well until that my vision was not very good but we can fix it and i was thinking maybe wearing glasses while driving and that i might be able to wear glasses to drive as it might be helpful to see as if it will work. i was expect that it will happens that i need to wear glasses while driving and i don’t have problem with wearing glasses.
i just make a eye appoint on 9th of April it is good as it is one month ahead. i need to make contact with Michigan Rehab for payments of my driving lessons so i don’t have to pay for it all myself which is very helpful for me when i don’t have job. i am hoping that i can be able to drive maybe i can prove to them that i would be able to see hopefully with glasses and drive without any problem. i am praying that i would drive that i always wanted to drive and i wish i have drove long time ago if mom and dad would let me continue to drive.
i am curious why my visions have declined so quickly as i thought of one thing that with one of the medication that i became allergic to might cause the vision to decline.
i am hoping that i can be able to drive sighs. I hate to depend on people for transporting me around.
i had goal to drive and i feel that i have lost my goal for now hope that my goal will come back.

wild weekend

it was wild weekend with bad weather raining and thunderstorm i hate thunderstorms Pappy hate windy and it hurts his ears last night was restless night for both of us, hopefully tonight will be better for both of us. Right now i am little anxious to go shopping haven't gone shopping for while now, and i wanted to get shoes-color keds and i plan to get one for mom too. i plan to get more stuff for Pappy. i wanted to get cross stitch kits soon.
i will post again tomorrow about my driving lesson after the lesson of course. About my experience of driving. I can't wait to see what i do.

it was almost quiet week

things are doing well around here as we all are fine. My dog, Pappy is fine and he is anxious for spring to come so am i as i am anxious too as i wanted to take Pappy out for walks as he really needs, Pappy needs walks as he desires to go on. I am glad that Spring is coming as today it was warm that i don't need winter jacket to wear, but it will back down little bit. i am getting tired of wearing jacket now ha. I can't wait.
i am anxious to get Pappy's things-food, new bed, some treats and Pedipaw of course small store that i always get treat from is having month of March sales on stuff like bed, and pedipaw are having sale and i wanted to get it while it is on sale. i wanted to try pedipaw on Pappy to see what he react to he need to have his nails trimmed as his nails were too short and one was too long it is weird. when i try the pedipaw i need to be careful of using it i will use it once each time per nails since they were too short. if Pappy is not afraid of it then i can use it as the nails grows a little bit then i will use it again to keep them trimmed.
i am planning to get things soon few things i need for myself.

March is here

i can't believe my eyes that March is suddenly here thank god and around the corner is spring ready to come out. But i doubt that we are finished with winter yet, just wait and see in few weeks. i like spring but Summer is my favorite beacuse i can do anything in summer. Spring i can wear just sweater jacket and my dog, Pappy don't have to worry about being cold and his paws get cold and wet. Also i enjoyed the warmth of the tempatures in spring i can't wait for spring to come so i can take my dog out for long walk and etc...
i have fun last night with my 2 friends going to church potluck and a deaf social in Lake Orion, it was fun to meet people i haven't seen people i know just my 2 friends knows but i don't mind since i am meeting them i am glad to meet them anyway and of course soon i will see them again who knows, maybe this month.
my little niece is 4 months old and she is getting big as she is not newborn anymore

future plans

i did watched the movie with mom last night Madea goes to Jail and it was ok but if it comes out in DVD i will rent it and i will understand what plot is about. But i can tell by the action as it was funny. i have few movies i wanted to see. Marley and Me is one of them maybe i will wait to see it on DVD cuz i knew it will make me cry. I need to catch up with all the movies i have plan to see but haven't seen yet but i will make a trip to blockbuster to get few rentals.
i am having my driving lesson in 2 Weeks and i am nervous like hell but i already have the experence of back of the wheel but it was so long that i have done. my cousin will be so excited that i am about to learn to drive he was very supportive and know that i would be very good driver that i always knew i will be. Of course my friends and my brother too. mom and dad need to be more supportive than make excuses for me they have for years. Sighs i know. but i am glad i am about to be driver soon about time. i felt i am too old to be depend on mom and dad, and i need to be out much.
i am going out tomorrow with friends to Detroit for the potlock dinner at the church. I am making pasta salad.

i feel so sad today

i feel so sad today as my SAD hit me and i feel tired all the time. i did had nap earlier but i felt little better
i feel like wanna something sweet. i am hoping that my SAD will go away, i saw the book about SAD i guess i better get that book soon. i hate SAD as i feel that it is taking over my life.
My dog Pappy keep me from being insane. He does make me feel better when he pile up on my face and holding me tightly. I don't mind he does things to me like following me around, as i love him for. His favorite spot was behind my back cuddling on the big chair in my room. He likes to hang out with me.
i guess i need to rent some movies as i felt like wanted to watch movies. Maybe soon i can go in blockbuster to rent few movies.
i have few movies i have in the the list that i made only few movies i wanted to see was Anne of green gables series from TV that i saw long time ago and i kind of miss watching them.
i really enjoyed watching Bones the tv show. i am now catching up with the tv show Bones in TNT as rerun. i am glad that i got the chance to watch Bones as rerun.

New Research

I haven't done some research for while now 

as I know that I haven't blog about Haunting stuff for almost 1 1/2 months but I am think of what research I would wanted to do I brought meta paper package perfect for my writing researches. I put in my green blinder only for haunting researches. I need to get all the hauntings researches to look at and research on them again. 

I am starting to make list of new research I would think of. But I don't have anything to think of, I think abandoned places would be good researches as it can be part of haunted places. As right now I am interested in abandoned places and I am thinking of what abandoned places I would like to do. I have now researching abandoned places around my area. I am thinking of maybe taking pictures of the abandoned hotel there that was abandoned for long time maybe I can do that when I get in town and take pictures.

had been a quiet weekend

it was so quiet weekend
i didn't go to church potlock dinner with friends yesterday for some reason of the snowstorm that hit my area and the road was dangerous to drive on. But it was better than risking to go out in this snow weather. There will be other one soon but i am not sure when but of course every month anyway. i made pasta salad for the dinner but instead of not go i had some it was good then i will make other one soon.
i finished one book and start on 2 books that kept me busy and at same time, i can do reading 2 books at same time. i like to read on quiet day. Often as days have been quiet. i like to read books.
i am watching amazing race 14 for reason of deaf boy with his mother in the show. As the show is little confusing as it wasn't caption ugh until later in the show jeez. Oh well. i hope it is not my TV as i just brought it few years ago. i hate to waste my money for new TV or i think the fund of the captions were not very good i guess. i just hate when captions are losing the funds to keep it going i depend on the captions of course deaf people depend on captions.

Relaxing day

today is relaxing day
but i am going out later to get things before the weather get bad later this week. I am plan to get crayola 64 colored pencils for my cross stitch pattern projects, i am plan to buy more flosses and maybe more aidas. i will make more copies of the cross stitch pattern graphs later at kinko's as i not wanted to make copies at my home copier as kinko's is best for more copies faster. I need to find a day to do that maybe i can do that when i go in for my haircut but i will find a way to do it before i go in for my haircut later next month. I will make sure of my trip to copy shop to do my graph copying. I can't wait to do it. i am trying to finished my book before i start on new book list for march.
i always talk to my friend about our plan to get together as she wanted me to go to cleveland to see her in summer time i am planning on that to see what month will be best as July is not good month for me as i always have swell left leg when it get worse every July but i can prapare to get things together for my leg like ice pack and allergy medication. i am thinking of buying few books for this summer reading, but i am not sure of what books i would like to read.

today is valentine's day

Happy Valentine's Day



i am at my sister's place right now and soon as we arrived it got so crazy as the dogs got so excited to see others as they haven't seen each other for while i am sure that they missed each other.
i did enjoyed eating the cookies as i felt like wanted to eat cookies. right now i am hanging in alexa room relaxing with Pappy.

About stupid EX

i am little depressed because all suddenly i thought of my ex jeez why do i think of him now as i am moving on oh man damn it i want him out of my mind period i don't need to deal with him now. he not worth to think about anymore, i don't think of him i don't miss him and i don't even love him anymore as i find that i don't, i find that i don't miss him at all. I now always think of what guy would i meet and have relationship with i don't know how long that will be i would love to have guy in my life so my ex can't get me, part of me i am so worried about coming back to him as i don't wanted to anymore as i think him as JERK!!!!!!!. i don't need relationship drama from him scoff. But i can stand up for myself and stand on my foot.
we don't talk anymore as i can see that we are not friends as he thinks we are but we aren't because we don't talk to each other anymore. i changed my mind after we broke up that we not be friends as i don't wanted to be his friend. So i stop talking to him at all. As i need to move on with my life not to worry about stuff.

mild weather week

this week as beginning of last Saturday it was much warmer and this week it is warmer mild temptures as it will be more warmer tomrrow and wednesday. Pappy and i are enjoying the temptures while we doing our walks as Pappy needs walks that he didn't do much walking in this winter. i am sure that it will end soon but i am not sure of that. maybe will have snow before spring comes.
i am enjoying it right now until who knows snow come back.
i am feeling depressed for the reason valentine's day is coming and i don't have no one to celebrate with that why i hate valentine's day blah. but i am going to enjoyed the weather this week rather enjoying valentine's day eek.

feeling better

i am feeling better from the flu for last 4 days it was awful that i wouldn't eat more. but now i can eat more heh. i am glad i am better, i hate to be sick. i have been writing my big story as it is my favorite that i have been write it for so long as i orangized the story recently. i need to take care of myself by need to eat more food, so i don't get sick. i don't eat much i am wonder that why i kept getting sick cause i don't eat much.
I need to go to Target to shop for my personal stuffs. i am little anxious to get them. Also Pappy's things too of course one thing baggies that are very important. i am thinking of want to check out JoAnn. not been to JoAnn for while now as it is time to make the trip.

sick with Flu

i am sick with flu this morning i am ok but still feeling sick. Right now i am drinkin tea.
i was SO depressed last night after finished my book Marley and Me oh my god it was really sad in the end but it was really good book that i wouldn't stop reading the book that i finished it in 3 days and i really enjoyed read the book that i will read it again in future not sooner but much farther that i will no know how much and i will keep it in my books keeper box.
Reason i was so depressed that i cried for everything, the death of my cat that i miss him so much, my break up with my ex which i feel so stupid to have relationship with when he dumped me. But i am feeling better now that i have cried it all out, as when i done crying and i feel better after done crying i guess it always better after have keep the feelings holding down for so long and it can just exploded unexpectly just like a bomb going off, That what i felt last night.
my dog, Pappy is near my side he always stayed near my side. He hold me as he knows that i was sad, so sad that make me feel better that he is there for me. I am lucky to have Pappy in my life.

February is here

i wouldn't not believe that February is here and Valentine's Day is a week away which is on Saturday
i am keeping busy even with my dog. i am having hard time catching up with Pappy as he need to go potty as he didn't and he had potty on carpet ugh make me pissed off at him for doing that as not let me know if he needs to go out i hope this spring and summer will be better as i am planning to get new way to get him to go potty in winter time maybe i need to make a coverage for him so he can go potty without me shoveling out. it is only way to test it. But i don't know if it will work but just wait and see.
Only way i need to get him to wear belly band that all to prevent him from going potty in the house. i am going to "train" him again not to potty in the house when he wear belly band. I hope it will work. i am doing different thigs to train my dog, Pappy to do it is never stop to train always train no matter what it is as i not wanted him to forget what he is train to do.
I need to go out soon hopefully this week that i will go out do something. i am having small break from buying cross stitch stuff
I love shopping so this time i will go shop for my personal stuff. But i can get more cross stitch stuff later maybe near end of month as i am saving money as i am doing this year.
my little niece is 3 months old today

busy day today

i had busy day today

i did vaccum all over the house, did laundry, clean the carpet, make my parents bed and my bed as well, did the trash empty the trash can and etc... will do the dish washer later. i like to keep the house clean and clean the house before mom comes home i always know that mom likes to come home to clean house. I do too like to come home to clean house. I always find cleaning the house to keep me busy and etc...
i feel so bad about the coffee pot that i broke it is just a accident. i will find the replacement pot, so i am doing researching how to get replacement pot for mom so she can get it quickly. i guess i did find some links for the replacement coffee pots so i will keep looking and show some links to mom and check with her as i am helping her to get the replacement coffee pot so we can get some coffee. UGH i fee so bad about that. i check and that mom already got the information to get replacement pot as i am glad that she already did so i guess that we are all ready to get new pot soon.
Pappy is doing good and he was being so cliggy to me this week but he is doing good as i am glad. i need to get his heartworm medication soon so i need to give to him fast.

Wednesday Night

here i am on Wednesday night did watched Knight Rider, Ghost Hunters International and Dog: the Bounty Hunter
Next week i m sure that Dog will have new episodes starting next week. I can't wait for next wednesday as Dog comes on whoo woo. i really like Knight Rider i am glad that the show is back with new episodes but i am not sure if the show is still cancelled or not but i will just wait and see. My friend and i like to watch it.
i ate tacos and i hope it will be ok since the mix kind of look old to me but just wait and see what happened next if i get food poisoning. When i buy the mixes i will put them in the pastic bag to keep them fresh and protect them from damages. I love tacos as i have it once a time. i plan to have some chocolate pudding later can't wait to have some as i did make it last night, i am hoping that i will eat in my room next week when i have my dinner. I will check on if i can eat in my room to watch Knight Rider.
i am always busy when i am alone cleaning the dishes, and putting things away ugh

week without Mother

this week is a free week without Mother as she is on her trip
i am home alone along with my dad i did cooked our dinner it was not so bad it fill me up so much ugh. tomorrow i think i will have mac and cheese with chicken nugget or tuna melt but i am not going have tomato soup for the reason that i get heart burn from tomato soup. i am looking forward for Wednesday when i make taco heh. Also i can't wait for Wednesday so i can watch Dog: the bounty Hunter and plus new season will be next week or so. i can't wait heh.
i am glad that My friend likes the shows i watch as i feel much close to her well we are much closer and we have been friend for more than 31 years. I feel so lucky to have her as a lifetime friend i wouldn't believed that we kept our friendship for so long i am so glad that we have keep in touch with each other for years same with John and me.
i am doing all the tasks this week as i did the cooking task tonight, will do my laundry task this week.
i am glad that the dinner i make was not so bad as i like the potatoes from Schwan's as it was very easy to cook i like it.

busy week this week

had fun yesterday at silent dinner with my 2 friends as they always make sure i would be there as i did and they came and join me, they are so sweet people. I am lucky to keep in touch with them since then, i am glad that i keep in touch with them as they have too. I am lucky to have them as friends.
tomorrow i have therapy and will do some errands and will see a hairstylist friend of mine. i hope that i can get things done. i am hoping that i can leave before 1pm so i can get things done before i go in for therapy. i am hoping to finish all my errands done before mom leaves because dad hates to go on errands with me RME.. oh well.

Got my VP fixed

my sorenson friend who works for SorensonVRS as a tech came unannounce to check on my VP i don't mind him to come i was expecting him to come anyway. i was glad that he came when i am not doing anything, and he fixed it and recheck with the Sorenson to see how things go with my VP it works whew.
i am really glad so my next plan is to get everything set up for setting up in my room by getting cords and modem and etc... to set up i can't wait to get it in my room so i can have some freedom so i can chat with my friends without any problems.
i am sure my friend misses talking to me on VP of course so do I. I can't wait to talk to her since that my VP is fixed and i have to wait for my dad to not be in the room so i can chat with her.

plan to go out this week

i am doing stuff i hoping to go out this week and i can get stuffs i need before mom leaves for Illinois for a week to visit my elderly grandmother who is living in nursing home in B-N. She refused to leave when we ask her to move but she was very subborn. Oh well, and mom is visiting her friend and she is really lonely she didn't have any family anymore but she only have one son to visit but he live far away which is so sad. She did came to visit before i left for Cleveland, i am hoping that she can make the trip to here in summer time if she can. I told her to come and visit. My friend wanted to come in spring which i am now working on it sometimes it had to be change but she still can come anytime when i am not busy with family.
i can't wait to go out this week. I have dinner with friends on Tuesday as i am now looking forward to go. Hope to go to Michaels to get craft stuffs. I still need to go to JoAnn anytime anyway.
I love Michaels and JoAnn very much i always shop there.

Miracle on Hudson River

On 1/15/09



Plane in Hudson River after crash landing and crews of the boat rescue survivors on the plane

USA airways crashed in Hudson River and no one were killed and the pilot Chesley Sullenberger did excellent job landing the jet in the River, and protect everyone on board and no one got hurt seriously expect one had broken legs but is doing ok.
Capt Sullenberger is hero of saving everyone onboard and also with FNYD, NYPD and coast guards by taking everyone off the water which is very cold. He did amazing thing.

New stuff for my mac

i got iworks from my brother for my macbook i love it so i have to save all the files from old version of the "pages" file. but i will do that for few days as i will need to do. i really enjoyed it. can't wait to get all the files save up to new versions so i can open up without have to save every time but of course if i change then i will save. i am curious about ilife if it goes with iwork or not but i will check that out with my brother abou it
i hope that he get my payment. i hope it is not lost or stolen. i am waiting for him to tell me if he got it.
i really enjoyed my new computer and it is much better than my old one and i am glad that i got it before my old died.

sad feeling again

i don't understand people when i try to talk to them as i felt that they ignored me i guess they don't like me and i feel that they are not my friends anymore. i was always been sensitive about about that and always have bad feelings about it.
i don't care. i feel so depressed. i don't understand my friends as they don't tell me how they feel about me.
i am having hard time to get moleskine weekly planner now jeez i wish i have gotten it months ago sighs.
so i have to watch one site so i can get to buy one. But i found one on Amazon.com so hopefully i can get dad to order it for me i will give him 20 dollars. for the calendar notebook. Hopefully i can get it i will keep fingercross

Getting Better and get things start

i am getting better but still sore and i am try to drink more fluids and try to eat as i can. i had pizza last night and the crust of the pizza poked my throat and it did hurt sheesh. But today it was ok not so bad.
i am not sure of this week therapy because either me and my mother not do any task we are suppose to do i did my task of contact sorsenson VRS but they emailed me back so i need to keep going and also to wait 2 more weeks to get to my friend who works for the company but i am sure he won't be there or do anything about it. But i can email him again later. i hate to bother him too much about my VP like stressed him out.
mother's task is to contact the driving school to set up my driving lesson, and get it started i know it is little expensive to start up it is almost 300 dollars so i need to save up not to spend too much before i start to drive. Mother said that i can practice drive with her in the car for while so that i can be able to save my money if i need other lesson again then when money build up enough then i can set up for other lesson.
Hopefull i can get it done soon.

Sick with Pharyngitis

i am sick with Pharyngitis i went to Emergency room at Chelsea community hospital which is much closer to my home last night because my throat bothered me so much and it hurts. my stay in ER was only 2 hours that all not so bad since it wasn't busy in the waiting room. But busy in ER area. and i had the culture for strep but it came out negitive and i was diagnosed with pharyngitis anyway. i am taking easy today resting and etc... i hate to be sick ugh even with Pharyngitis jeez. i hate to have sore throat as it really hurts.
i might will take nap later as i am still feeling tired from the pain.

Happy 2009

Happy New Year

i hope my year will be much better as i am going to learn how to drive and etc... and hope to get my VP hook up in my room and etc... i am hoping that my book reading will go well as it was last year that i went on reading binge and i hoping that i can do this year as well. i am planning on new cross stitch projects this year as well i will do the cross stitch project during the day and read my book at night before bed so that will be easy on me that way. i will finish all the cross stitch projects that i was suppose to finish last year and didn't do. Hope this year i will get them to be finished so i can get the new one start.
i am doing something different this year as well trying to save money but i am not sure if i would do that since i don't have job but i hope to get some help to find job for me. But i think i can do that anyway. i only wanted to save money so i can buy cross stitch projects and make them for christmas of this year anyway. Maybe i can find a way to use money for emergency like back ups when i need to use it for things. i am hoping it will go well as i am saving money.
my little niece is 2 months old today